What did u do lately ?

What a weekend it had been… I went my very first long distance bus ride with Dinidu… yeap.. that is right.. we went to Ratnapura.. why…? We had our reasons… well anywys it as a niz ride exept for the so called AC bus taking a snails speed to reach Rtp. Since speed kills ..(not alwys) I guz it was meant to be that fast… I alwys wondered how it is to travel that far in the bus…I thought it will be hectic but Nope.. at least for me it wasn’t….

I m glad we went there… it sure is a memorable day in my life… he was deprived of his sleep but it aint da same for me… I don’t want to write any details of my personal life out in the open so the above would justify my blog I presume..

Apart from traveling wt else did I do ..? Ever since I found that cookery book belongs to Amma, I started making some sweets .. yea.. this time it was Ala Toffee.. n yeap ..i did made paeni walalu also.. yum yum.. wel no.. no one was hurt or hospitalized in the process… n guz wat .. I have made my mom to start making sweets and sure sis too will do the same.. guz I do have some influence on them after all.. :) behind all these things one man stands and one man only .. n I knw who he is n im sure u too know that too baby..

Feeling how close u feel for your partner is something which no one can take away from you.. no matter what it will alwys be there .. also hving a honest guy who speaks his mind out is something a girl should be privileged to have.. n yea.. happy n glad to say that I do hv that with my life.. n I never want to take it for granted..

He is out with his frnds attending a home coming of one of his closes two friends.. and I here I am missing him.. sat down to write the blog but all I can think of is him.. yea yea…. U all will be thinking .. “yep we hv been there done that..” but it’s a bit different.. beyond the bond .. :D

Its not like every day you get to spend your weekend in a free mind.. lot of stuff needs to be done..bt as they say..its alwys good to stop and smell the flowers isn’t it ? No .. fishy tht doesn’t mean u hv to smell FLOWERS.. don’t get caught doing that. .. hmh. !! my point for the flower thingy is that..

I m glad I got the chance to go out … spend time with some one special .. talk about things which matters.. n I hv no hesitation of doing it all over again… its life I guz.. What I realized from all these small small things life is that .. one should never ever take things for granted.. whn you are so close you are afraid of loosing.. I do feel that although I knw that for sure I will not.. its human nature … im sure it is..

So have u done what you wanted to do lately ???

Another in the bunch ....

Ever since we won the war I was hoping for a better Sri Lanka. Price reductions, more job opportunities, development of cities, no strikes etc., I guess those things cannot be done over night and yes I m full aware of it. Why do i talk about these things ? oh wel.. wining the war was hoped by generations for many a years. N when we finally got freedom from the rebels we celebrated, we appreciated, we went elated. We still do rember a few big names in the milatry who contributed immensely for this victory. One of them were Gen. S Fonseka. Hope you all know who he is how he lead the war front.

Why is he in my blog ? I have never wrote anything which is related to politics but I what happened during the last few weeks are something which I think I should write about.

He used to be well respected, well spoken to, well appreciated by the people of Sri Lanka. Inside the army base, no idea wt n how it was for him. He kinda reminded me of the saying “elowa gihin melowa awa” .. y? simply cz he escaped a suicide bomber at the Army HQ. face would have been a bit disfigured but stil he was a whole man who commanded the Military to win a war which never saw ny end. Yes he did not by himself win this war, there are many. But this humongous figure became a shred of dust just overnight. Y ? becz he resigned from the Army and wanting to enter into the politics.

Mind you, politics comes with deceit, lies, hatred, revenge, etc., but mostly it consist of Money and power. You have money, you have power. So wat the Former Gen. is greedy for money or for the power ? wel may be both or may be not a ny of the above. But I personally believe that wining a war doesn’t mean that you can rule a country.

I know what media reports, I see wat papers print, i hear wat ppl say, bt does ny of us knw what is the truth behind all this drama ? I knw that the person whom the ppl of SL truly cared is no more.

It’s a shame that ppl like these jst destroy their image by entering into the politics. It has been shown in all parts of the world. Ex. Arjuna Ranathunga, the one n only Capt. who managed to bring the World Cup (Cricket) to SL. He entered into politics (may be due to his family background) but now do we see him as that great Capt ? I guz not. Imarn Khan, Manoj Prabhakar, etc, entered into the politics and where r they now ? but have to say that ppl around the world do rember Imran as legend in cricket. Sadly it isn’t same for Arjuna Ranthunga I guz.

We love Murali. No matter what colour he is wts is his religion, when he takes wickets n bring a match to wining end, we, Sri Lankans united as one n applauded. We felt happiness and joy within our hearts. Although it was a match we really praised the ones who made it hapn. I dnt hv to write about how we all celebrated (except for a few) when the war ended. (not the terrorism but the war). And with feeling we really respected & cared for those who contributed to the betterment of SL.

Where are the war heroes now ? yes we might not rember all names but the huge role models we did care.

Respect is not something which u can get by force. U have to own it. With that kind of respect why did the General wanted to enter into the Politics ? what wld u say if Murali says that he will be entering into politics in a few years time ? im sure that we all with see n think abt that decision in a totally different perspective.

I do hate politics, and I dnt knw much about it. But if its so great why do we feel this way when a war hero enters into the politics ???

Thakdinadin Aladin ….

Nope… it aint a filthy word.. bt some magical words… wel for those who have watched the movie “ALADIN” the above is not newz to them.. bt for those who didn’t it is..

Anywys.. I had a fishing day out ;) today.. (8th) and guz wt where we both ended at.. yea.. it was Mjz “This is it” at first bt the usual was full so we both went to the Magical land of Aladdin..

http://movies.sulekha.com/hindi/aladin/wallpapers/1024/image17420.htm

Review.. it was so much amazingly done.. the graphics were upto the standard and oh.. did I mention that this movie is the latest version of Aladdin done by the Indians.. yea.. it is in Hindi and English mix.. bt wow.. I have NEVER seen a Hindi movie with that much of standard graphics on it.. as to the expert who was with me ..(Dinidu) the directors must have done them with the help of expert US graphic designers.. which I wil get to know more details tomorrow as my life will be Googling Aladdin tonight.. wel most probably the Jacqueline .. yeap… the former Ms. Sri Lanka.. who was looking stunning and so much beautiful.. yea.. I knw.. i am a gal.. bt I think Jacque is so pretty…. One of the prettiest ladies I have ever seen.. (no I m not a lezy to admire a gals beauty..) of cz.. there were so much of “Ahhhsss.. n Oooohs..Woooww.. sexy .. ” and so much of Jealous lady faces at the movies…( yea yea..i was ONE of them.. so sorry for the Red scars baby.. oh n for the disappointed ending.. too…:P) bt stil for all it was superbly done with Sri lankan talent mind you.

N belive me I think I really did laugh out loud today while watching it n… hmmm.. yea.. we both really laughed.. :D .. its so amazing how a pretty face can do to a man.. .. how Aladdin hit a pole n trying to explain to Jaz that it was not suppose to be there, which made no sense at all.. however… I guz it takes time and courage to tel how much a person loves the other.. was this move is about love… ya right.. like I would tel you… hmm..or should I spoil the end for you ? :D

I used to be a HUGE Aladdin fan.. wel stil I am.. childish ? wel think as u may..bt I really love the story of Aladdin … i m sure few of my school frnds do rember how crazy I was.. .. the Rupavahini used to telecast “Arabina Nights” which is Not original AN but the one with Aladdin stories.. Diego the parrot.. geezz.. wat a crazy parrot that is… hehehe.. stil makes me laugh … (for those who don’t knw Diego , it is a character in the Aladdin cartoon series.. ).. I wonder who came up with the Aladdin stories.. n how it became so popular which became a Disney Hit.. n made huge impression around the world…

Next time u find an old Lamp.. rub it on… u may get your 3 wishes.. N no Fishy baby.. u aint going to get Jaz nor Jacquie ..jst WSA !!
Kaboom… !!

Read me a Story.. :)

Wow… its after a loooonnggg time since im writing a blog ..isnt it ? oh wel wt to do .. I was in Italy n was visiting France on the way n went to Ireland too.. Naaa… Really ??? Ofcz.. im kidding..

Why Ireland.. wel I think it’s a pretty country.. saw an documentary in Discovery… n yea saw the landscape in the movie Maid of Honor … wel why go there.. ? oh wel, rembr I love the movie “ps I love u” …. There is this park in Ireland….. n I saw it in da movie n found it pretty lovely place.. btw.. did I tel u that I still didn’t finish the book ? yeap.. stil have not finished reading the book.. wel guz it hapns when u watch the movie while reading the book.. ok its not the same for me .. cz while I was reading “ The Davinci Code” I watched the movie and I did finish the book..

Oh yea.. the new Dan Brown book is out n man I want to get my hands on that book soon.. cz I think Dan Brown is one of the most greatest writers ever.. wel not great as Shakespeare .. bt stil lets say he is a writer who wil make you belive that Jesus had a wife and a daughter with her and his descendents are stil living in the present world.. yea… he wil..

Talking abt books.. did watch a movie called Jane Austin book club .. or something.. n I did took an interest on reading her books.. bt the thing with those kinda books is that they have this Heavy English wordings which wil take some time understand.. or digest.. Shakespeare is the worst of them all.. tried reading Romeo & Juliet bt heck the lines were Greek to me at times..

Have u read the Arabian Nights ? No ? wel I think u all should do it.. I am doing it these days.. n guz what I get the chance to tel the bed time story to my life everynight.. so far a few nights I missed it cz.. of sm reasons.. or life doesn’t remebr it in the morning due to some under influence stuff so I hv to do a repeat broadcast the next day..bt it is fun..i never undrstnd why kids fall asleep when they listen to bed time stories ? aren’t they interesting ? or do they get bored by listing ot them.. ? guz they jst fall asleep.. but why you my love? Tired I guz…hehehehe.. I was never told any bed time stories by my parents… but I do rembr when we were little.. we used to go to our parents bed and my mom would tel us stories.. most of them were about animals who lived in a forest.. bt sadly I don’t rembr wt exactly the stories were but im do rembr they were interesting..

Fairy tales.. man I stil love those stuff.. used to have “Lassana Wasilissa” & “Dum Koodu Heppuwe kathawa”.. have you read those books ? amazing stuff.. Im stil wondering why people lyk Hans Christian Anderson are not born now.. remebr those cartoon we all used to watch on TV ? I rember a few.. the story about a little match girl is one of the saddest storied I hv ever seen of Anderson stories..

Have you noticed that those famouse writers do write a few stories which have sad endings ? Shakespeare wrote Romeo n Juliet, Anderson wrote abt little match girl, Elliot wrote Mill on the Floss, etc., so guz when these people are in good moods they all wrote happy endings… n whn they don’t they jst wrote what their heart desires..

Yea.. I kinda do belive in fairytales , mystical creatures , magic n stuff.. why ? no idea.. bt I do… wel gues it makes me feel good … ok im sure u all do at some point do belive n do love reading n do love watching those stuff.. ok .. have u watched Harry Potter ?? Chronicles on Nanina, ?? ok there I go..i rest my case..

Stories are amazing.. aren’t they .. it can lift ur spirits up or let it down.. it have the power to make you laugh, cry, feel angry or annoyed.. etc., its sure is a pretty powerful thing.. it wil teach you to look at things in a new manner.. even Lord Buddha gave examples at his sermons so that anyone can understand them.. 550 Jathaka Katha.. yep I do have that.. after reading the Arabian nights, I intend to read this to Dinidu.. its fun.. n bonding.. J

I wonder whether I can put up a fairy tale collection .. hmm..intersting.. wel.. should try n see.. I aint that much of a writer.. never had that skill… but impossible is nothing write ? :P ..isnt it fishy ? oh wel at least I can scare my kids with some wacky stories.. so that they ll have nightmares.. OFCZ im joking hahahah..

Yaaawwn… im sleepy.. mom wil u read me a story .. ..

Oh.. its Da Dutchman !!

Yep , all of u r fully aware of the above term ryt ? I mean IF u r a fan of Pirates of the Caribbean (of cz everybody are) .. then flying Dutchman is NOT a new word for any of you.. Since I m kinda jobless.. (wel hv more free time at offz that is) thout of doing smthng usful rather than wasting my time on FB or sm other thing.. . so thot of reading wts meant by Paranormal. .n found out abt the FDs .. :D

In the world of sea stories I think the Capt. of this ship has the most variety of names.. (Vanderdecken, Van Demien, Van Straaten, Van der Decken, or Van something else , yep .. I got that infor from the internet.. ) I prefer saying Decken.. (not lyk in Decken Chargers) but some belve that Flying Dutchman IS the name of the Captain.. n I think this also in the top with a large number of versions of the story.. oh wel.. belve wt u want to belve..

Btw.. if u don’t knw abt the ship.. wel it’s a ship which is doomed to sail the seas until the judgment day comes.. .. err.. wts Judgment Day ? end of the world :P.. ( I hope)

Anywys.. he and the rest of crew members was trying to pass the Cape of Good Hope.. bt failed to do so cz of a terrible storm.. (gale) .. as usual the drunken Capt. got mad with the weather and cursed to the high above.. "I WILL round this Cape even if I have to keep sailing until doomsday!" yep.. tht is wt is belvd as wt he said.. n guz wt .. GOD or who ever granted this wish despite the fact that he has asked for the storm to clear out or smthng.. GODs.. :D n so he did.. doomed forever until the day comes for him to pass the canal..

Ok spookiest part.. did u know that this ship was spotted near the Cape of Good Hope when ever there is a storm ? n its belvd that who ever spot the ship is blessed with a tragic death free of charge.. :-0 .. first records of the sighting was in 1835 by a British Ship. They said that the Ghost ship came right at them n vanished.. bt no nothing has hpand to the British crew.. I wonder y .. Hmm.. Oh wel the curse did worked on the person who spot the ship in 1881.. the lookout man on King George V , died falling from the mast ( the flagpole or smthng.. ) luckly the King survived.

I hv read the Scientific explanation of this sights of seeing the upside down ships.. n yea.. my mind wants to belv its true bt my heart is kinda want me to stay in the paranormal state..

Wel all in all.. its very interesting to knw abt these things.. I mean.. I actually thot that Flying Dutchman was a creation by the film makes of POC, but heck No it isn’t. .oh n their story of coming to land after 7 years to find true love is on of the versions said in the history..

So next time if u see a 17th century merchandizing vessel.. oh think again cz u jst might be seeing the ghost ship of Capt. Decken..

" Fifteen men on a dead man's chest - Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum"
Drink and the devil had done for the rest - Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum "

When man loves a woman.. I know how exactly how it feels…

Yep that is right..

whn a man loves a woman.. okey.. hold on for a second.. break … !! no no ..not that break inda vehicle.. break for the thought u jst had in ur mind.. .. which is ….. that how da hell I , the one who is writing this blog knows how exactly how a man feels whn he loves a woman.. ..

hey hey.. isn’t that wat u were thinking ?? geez.. ppl… were u exactly trying to figure out wt u FELT whn u loved a woman.. ?? ok ladies… hit ur man on da head with something… cz they need to be back on earth.. hik hik. Hik…

Ok how many of you are familiar with the above lyric .. ? ok I said it.. it’s a lyric so that means it’s a song.. sure u must hv heard it.. it was first sung by a guy named Percy Sledge n was redone by Michel Bolton… yea.. I heard both versions.. lyk the Bolton version betr… Now wait a minit.. why da hel am I writing abt this song ??? was it becz NOW IM LISTNING to it ?? noooo.. u think that is why.. ?? well.. ok yea.. I jst put one of the CDs my brother brought n wow.. it got all these niz oldies.. lv them.. I thnk it was on TOD (Tour of Duty) tele series I first heard this song.. a triangle lv between one US reporter Alex, with the LT (Stephen something..) of the platoon n the new pilot (Dan Gauther- hv to say if there is a look-a-like competition for Tom Cruise defa Dan wil be on top.. wat a resemblance..).. .. Alex dies in a bomb blast in Vietnam n LT hold her in his arms.. n this song was playing in da back ground.. wel not exactly THE background.. bt inda drama scene… got it ? uh .. never mind.. oh in case u didnt knw that there isa movie by that title also… sm old movie.. no iv nt seen it.. :D

Hmm.. u knw ppl alwys wonder wt a woman wants.. n how they exactly feel… (no im not gonna tel u wt we want.. so u can forgt even abt asking it frm me.. or nyone else for that matter.. ) bt hv u ever heard anyone saying.. I wonder wat a man wants.. so why is it such important for everone to think abt wat a woman wants bt not a man?? Ok guys.. I think the value of ur existence is been jst redeemed.. .. hahaha.. ya right !!! its men who ruled the world.. they are the commanders of great armies.. except for the John of Arc … ok google n find out abt her.. she lead a great army.. bt MEN coldnt stand her guts.. so they burnt her alive.. yep tht is right.. …

Now where was I .. oh yea.. men ruling the world.. bt sad to say that its always a WOMAN who destroys all worlds.. come on.. don’t u agree with me ? isn’t it da great kept secret of all ?? ppl ALWYS say.. my life was destroyed cz of a woman.. one woman is success and 2 is trouble.. n 3 is…? Oh wel that wil be end of u… the other day shaggy (my tall dark non smoking brother.. hmm.. now why did I say he isn’t smoking.. ?? I wonder… ok forgt it.. soo he …) n I was watching the life story of Michael Jackson … n guz wt he told me.. he said.. “u knw, this man .. (MJ) was doing jst great until he hooked up with a woman..) yea.. shaggy is probably right.. I agree.. bt isn’t it a greatest sin of all ?? Adam n Eve… now see.. tht proves my point.. Eve ate the forbidden fruit.. which is an apple.. n tht is da start of all this probs.. wel that is wt believed by millions of ppl arnd the world..wat do I belv ?? wel I belv if god created this world.. man n woman.. n left them without food .. then it’s Eve who saved the mankind without starving to death.. ok am I missin smthnign in this story ?? did they had food except for this apple tree ?? they did ?? ? ok ..then its my mistake.. now wait.. no no I don’t hv to change my theory.. lets see.. hmmm… ok Eve was BRAVE enough to make that decision to hv a bite from that apple.. huh ! there u go guys.. it was a Woman who made the first brave decision.. man.. am I going to hell for criticizing these two ppl ??/ ok me outta here.. ok frm the that topic..please forgive me father..for i have sinned.. ! oh wel I aint Christian nor catholic.. so Amen.. :D

One question where does the Pandora’s box fits into this story ? which contains all the evil… ok I dnt knw much abt it .. shld search and see more abt it.. n sure I let you know too.. As IF .. !

Btw ppl.. world is going to be destroyed in most probly in 12 12 2012.. yea .. Nibiru.. u didn’t knw that ? frm which plant are you from ? HA ?? ok ..i didn’t knw abt it until recently also.. fishy .. ( my all in life.. ;) ) told me abt Nibiru.. so I jst thot to share it with u also.. yep.. I knw u wil be searching ur ass off to find out wt I m talking abt here.. did u knw that Nibiru or the so called planet X is going to come between earth and the sun n its gonna rotate the earth 90o ..cz of its gravity ? n we wil all die from weather changes.. volcano irruptions.. bla bla bla.. … it’s the Mayans who knw this is going to hapn inda first place.. yea.. the little Mayans.. ended their calendar from 12.12.2012. oh plz.. im too young to die.. . I knw u guys are goin to search for this story for sure.. yea .. its my pleasure to ruin ur future plans.. Women na… !! hehehehehe..!!

Ok im hungry.. . I l catch u guys on a later date.. if Nibiru doesn’t decide to pay a visit this soon..

Do yourself a favour n get a life.. before the world ends.. may be u can apply to god to choose u as the nxt Adam or Eve..

Oh I wonder why u ppl love woman….!!

Yea.... !!

Yea.. she is back in SL aftr nearly 3 years.. glad that she is did come bk ..wel she is here cz of her weding which is finally in one piece after all the drama .... I missed her soo much.. I really wish she was here in SL.. she weren’t there whn I really need a good trustworthy frnd.. there were many nights I need her presence.. I used to hug her legs n sleep whn I wake up from a nightmare.. whn my life becm a one .. no one was there.. n she was gone…

Yea.. I guz I did took her for granted.. n i was hpy that she went away cz of the situ at home those days n with her studies.. now to see her all grown up .. so matured.. so broad mineded.. n so much of understanding…

Yea.. we hd a niz late night talk yday.. how much she has changed.. i felt that im a stranger in my own room cz she n I were too difrnt things.. she was so much older.. (not da looks of cz.. she look gorgeous ..) u knw.. they say she is the 2nd mother in da family ..(if u r lucky enf to have a one) .. n now I see how true that is..

Yea.. she is a bit strict.. stubbon….. bt never cruel.. I lv da way she handle her life now.. balancing everthn in life.. u weren’t the gal who used to fight over the remote , cartoons , movies or da pictures in da paper.. so much have changed…

I knw u hv ur own life.. you hv ur own way.. you hv ur own freedom..bt for me you wil always be my loku ayya.. I l never forget the things u hv told me.. abt life.. abt ppl .. abt how a gal shold live..

Wishing you n T a bright future ahead.. n yea sis mom said u l hv twins.. which im dyn to hv.. :P .. n yea.. n man da look on ya face whn i told u wt mom told.. hik hik..

Sis.. I lv u .. !!

Lost without memories!!!

Trying to find wts on my mind these days I couldn’t come up with a better word rather than LOST… oh wel.. bro chased me frm his room not letting me watch the match (SL vs NZ – T20) saying that whn I m not watching da match SL was taking wickets n whn I cm to see da match we don’t.. so here I am writing the Blog entry as promised..

I was wondering wt is da most valuable thing I hv lost in this world … n belv me i couldn’t come up with anything … guz I hv stil not lost anything which is that much valuable to me.. nothing tangible nor intangible.. except.. err.. one of my diaries.. where I have written all abt my school life.. wel mostly the A/Ls… I stil can rembr how we used to hv those grt moments at school… I wonder wt hpnd to it.. may be dad has trown it away..cz I once took it out frm my treasure box .. ( ok it’s a drawer filled up with my memories..) all those diaries.. cards.. letters.. pictures.. etc., all that in that box.. thts wt I call it.. ..when ever I feel that I need to go back to my grt memories.. (mostly whn schooling) I go tro my stuff.. belive me its grt to see how n wt memories can do to you…

Ya.. I am tattooed as someone who cant rembt things.. yea.. STM … (short term memory) may be that’s why I keep memories.. can we live wihtout memories? sometimes me not remembering exact things in life fire back fires at me in sm ways.. yea.. been accused.. been blamed.. yep .. I forgt birthdays.. (twice I forgt djs bday.. n I stil cant rembr if my sis was born on 15 or 16th Jan… n if my dadz bday is on 30th June or July.. ) wel im sure I aint the 1st one nor the last one.. :P but dz that mean I dnt care abt the dates or the ppl ? my family are the ppl who are closest to me n I cared more dearly.. so by jst forgting smthng lyk that proves that I dnt care ? I wonder… !

Oh I did looked it up inda net.. n most of the articles ends up with “ no one has found the real reason for why ppl cnt rembt things..” hmm…. We all rembr things hapnd whn we were kids.. wel not all da things…bt some incidents.. some things which never played a major role in our lives.. if we can rembr those things aftr all these years, why cant we rembt wht has hapnd couple of days back?? Is it because we dnt want to rembr it ?? or is it because we cant rembt it? Or is it simply becz we dnt care..? Wel … news for you.. bt there is no scientific explanations for why our brain rembr all those things which has happened many years back bt not da recent ones… yea they also mention that traumatic incidents.. or a big blow to da head / accident may cause the above memory loss.. bt god save me..i hv not gone tro such drama .. (yet :P)

So what is life without memories wld be ? hmm .. one word.. EMPTY !!! yea.. I knw memories are grt to hv.. they brings us joy.. laughter.. n of cz sadness too.. I dnt lyk to rmebr all those sad n hurtful memories … oh well no body does I guz.. (yea. I think u all knw that by now.. ) tht doesn’t mean its erased forever.. sm where down the memory lane all things get recorded.. it’s a mater of recalling them back whn we really want them..

Yea.. I knw how it feels if u forgt smthng which u hv told many times to someone.. it gvs da feeling that they don’t care .. n finaly I come to the base of ‘wts da use’… bt then again that wld b a I don’t care attitude .. so im trying not to come to that.. ..

I might not remember birthdays.. or sm arguments or advises etc.,…bt I rembr wat my life is.. I rembr wt lve is.. i rembr who my frnds are n wts important to me n not..

Not rembring All doesn’t make me a bad person… it all depends on the way you look at me I guz..

OH wel…

Nothings Forgotten.. Nothings ever forgotten…
or is it Nothings Nvr forgotten.. (Man.. I need help .. :P) !!!

Are daughters really a curse ???

First of all I ll say .. “ I DON’T BELIVE IT SO” not jst becz im a daughter.. its becz of wt I knw and see and feel..

Lets see.. females are categorized as the most weakest creatures on earth.. bt are they really weak ? now why are they called that way.. or categorized in that manner..? I v tried to come up with so many reasons..bt it all ends up with .. “ females are not physically strong as males..” related to humans.. women are physically weaker than Men.. not all the time.. bt at least 90%.. so is it why they are been treated like dirt at times? Is it why thy r been used ? tken advantage of ?

Is it why fathers don’t like daughters? What abt mothers ?

Analyze ..

frm da eye of the fathers..

It is said that a boy should be there in the family to keep the hierarchy goin.. ? no son.. no life.. some belived that ..n some stil do… hmm.. now isn’t if funny.. whn kings were ruling the countries.. they hoped n prayed for a boy to be born to their queens ? n how many times they ve regret that they don’t hv a son in da family to be da next crowned prince ? how many times have u heard a Queen ruled the country.. not many I suppose..

A daughter is suppose to be given away with a BIG dowry.. ok its not my theory.. bt its wat ppl mostly da Asians belive.. specially in India.. they in many instances have burned their daughter in laws to death cz of such disputes.. and that is a burden for the parents too .. specially da fathers.. cz thy are the breadwinners .. so they hve to look aftr their family…

Protection.. hmm… a BIG word n a huge responsibility.. isn’t it.. fathers are suppose to protect their children.. and daughters specially in that manner.. they are suppose to bring their daughters up with no baggage.. with no black spots.. ( no not the ones u can vanish with fair n lovely.. hikhik..) … so are the fathers who dsnt like daughters are AFRAID of such responsibilities ???


From da eye of the mothers

Why do they don’t like daughters ? easy .. they don’t want their daughters to go tro such miseries..as I hv mentioned above..
There can be more reasons for why daughers are treated that way.. bt I gus ppl already knw it..

Bt I hve to tel this to you..

I am a daughter.. n i knw wat I m talking abt whn I say daughters are not a curse.. they r the ones who brings joy to you.. they are the ones who makes you a family.. they r the link that bonds you together..

Wat abt that spcial daughter ? ?
She is the one who gave birth to you . without her you r NO one .. you wil never be in this world even to criticize wat I say if it wasn’t for her.. she is life you are breathing.. and She is a daughter to someone.. your existence depended on her.. yea… I m talking abt ur mom.. wil u b here if it aint for her ?

So do you still belive that they are a curse ?? thinks again.. :D

I do hope... !!

Ok.. writing a new post after.. hmm… da Freedom.. yei.. we won da war against terrorism.. hik hik.. yea.. yea.. as Americans say.. bt hv we really won it ? or is it jst a phase ?

As raised by many, how did da terrorist errr.. I dnt lyk to call him a leader..bt lets say Prabhakaran died ? was he captured? Or was he killed in action ? let me dot down the theories which I v heard so far..

Some say that he was captured n was tourchered n then killed in his own battle field.. n some say that he was captured and brought to Colombo.. and let da president see him and then brought back to vanni and then killed.. ahem.. now tht is a big story isn’t it? Ok wtever the theories are im sure he was captured.. wel I belve that.. n was killed.. with all da rage in their mind.. im sure our guys have shot til the magazine is over.. cz I doubt that ny part of his brain is left.. Brains blow out ppl.. bottom line is that he is Dead n Gone..

As Sri Lankans we never celebrate a death of a person.. ever.. bt I rembt twice in my life time ppl did celebrate .. one is that da death of President Premadasa.. I was small back then.. (stil am.. hik hik.. ) … n rembr how ppl lit crackers and all … n da 2nd instance is da death of Prabha.. .. isn’t it grt tht we lived to see this day ?

Im guessing now only the real war starts.. I mean.. I hope the gvt hv future plans for the displaced in those areas.. if not yea.. true.. another reble wil be born.. so lets hope for the best shall we..

War secrets.. man I d lv to knw those.. bt I do hv a theory that wt u don’t kwn wont hurt u .. n I this case.. wt u don’t knw wont kill u.. cz knowing UNWANTED secrets means yea. U might ended up headless.. :P... come to think of it knowing them ALL isn’t gonna cheer us in life.. we wil be regretting.. feeling sad.. mad.. angry. …

I do dearly feel so grateful and honor our brave soldiers who fought for us.. they died for us.. the went handicapped cz of us.. they lost their families.. loved ones for us… wonder how a soldier can do all that and stil live as they do now..

I knw its not the picture we all see.. media .. DO lie.. tell tailing do happen.. and stil we belve wt we want to belve .. I hope we all believe in one thing and its peace for SL til this land exists.. !!

I hope the brave guys who lost their lives may find peace .. I hope the ones who got handicapped wil find the strength to survive.. I hope our ppl wil NEVER forgt wat and how SL was and how it will be in future… !!

Twilight the Series !!

Nw now.. this i copied frm the net .. :P n damn i wnt to read the books.. now.. ! since i knw da end i d lv to see it !!

Twilight
Main article: Twilight (novel)
Bella Swan moves from Phoenix, Arizona to live with her father in Forks, Washington to allow her mother to travel with her new husband, a minor league baseball player. After moving to Forks, Bella finds herself involuntarily drawn to a mysterious, handsome boy, Edward Cullen. She eventually learns that he is a member of a vampire family who drink animal blood rather than human. Edward and Bella fall in love, but James, a sadistic vampire from another coven, is drawn to drink Bella's blood. Edward and the other Cullens defend Bella. She escapes to Phoenix, Arizona, where she is tricked into confronting James, who tries to kill her. She is seriously wounded, but Edward rescues her and they return to Forks.

New Moon
Main article: New Moon (novel)
Edward and his family leave Forks because he believes he is endangering Bella's life. Bella falls into a deep depression, until she develops a strong friendship with werewolf Jacob Black. Jacob and the other wolves in his tribe must protect her from Victoria, a vampire seeking to avenge her mate James' death by killing Bella. A misunderstanding occurs, and Edward believes Bella is dead. Edward decides to commit suicide in Volterra, Italy, but he is stopped by Bella and Alice, Edward's sister. They meet with the Volturi, a powerful coven of vampires, and are released on the condition that Bella be turned into a vampire in the near future. Bella and Edward are reunited, and the Cullens return to Forks.

Eclipse
Main article: Eclipse (novel)
The vampire Victoria (James's mate from Twilight) has created an army of "newborn" vampires to battle the Cullen family and kill Bella. Meanwhile, Bella is forced to choose between her relationship with Edward and her friendship with Jacob. Edward's vampire family and Jacob's werewolf pack join forces to successfully destroy Victoria and her vampire army. In the end, Bella chooses Edward's love over Jacob's and agrees to marry him.

Breaking Dawn
Main article: Breaking Dawn
Bella and Edward are married, but their honeymoon is cut short when Bella discovers she is pregnant. Her pregnancy progresses rapidly, severely weakening her. She nearly dies giving birth to her and Edward's half-vampire-half-human daughter, Renesmee, but Edward injects Bella with his venom to save her life by turning her into a vampire. A vampire from another coven sees Renesmee and mistakes her for an "immortal child", whose existence violates vampire law, and informs the Volturi. The Cullens gather vampire witnesses who can verify that Renesmee is not an immortal child. After an intense confrontation, the Cullens and their witnesses convince the Volturi that the child poses no danger to vampires or their secret, and they are left in peace.

Y ?

Hmm.... wantd to write a good blog bt not inda mood.. y do ppl cm close to you n they start loving u n make u feel sad at da same time.. its a big question Y !! ?

One Sad night i was crying so much i cldnt evn breath .. so laid onda tile.. was stairing at the ceiling was thinking wt hv i ever done to ny1 to feel this pain.. i think i kinda acused the up above heavn for al the sadnes.. many times i wished i d die.. bt funny isnt it ..whn u wnt to die u dont n whn u wnt to live.. stil u dnt die..bt da ones who shld be living are dead..thats da nature i guz..

im happy bt im sad.. i smile bt i cry .. honestly .. i hv hurt so much i knw in a few days time.. i l not feel wt it means to be hurt.. almst everynyt i go to sleep crying..or hving a hurtful thought in my mind... iv been accused, hurt, been blasted into .. bt stil i live n love n wil be doing da same ..

why cnt ppl jst undrstnd me.. why do they alwys hv to prov that they knw abt me btr thn i knw myself ? why is it that they wnt to shw that they r da best n im da one at fault alwys ? Y Y Y Y ?? may be i dnt knw how they feel.. too obviz they dnt knw wt n how i feel ..

Cnt feel my love.. cnt feel i care.. cnt feel i do my best to change into a totaly difrnt persn.. y is it alwys their lv ..their care, their change is more Quality than mine ?? Hmm.... ??

No one sees me for wat i am.. is thr ny1 who loves me for WHO n WAT i am ? do they even knw the difrnt btwn that ? love isnt enf.. understnding too plays a big role.. isnt it ? i doubt that nyone can come out with 10 best things they knw abt me .. or whethr thy can tel me 10 best things thy'v done for me .. can u ? proove im wrong..

i wish i d nver felt lv,, nevr bn in lv,, it jst to hurtful..

why take my love for granted..my lve is nt a weaknes..its a feeling.. pure ? to me yes.. bt for u ? is it ??? yes or No ?? answer urself with my question of Y ?

" If i were a boy - i think i could understand

how it feels to love a girl - id swear id be a better man

id listen to her - cause i know how it hurts

when you loose the one u wanted - cause hes taken you for granted

and every thing you had got destoryd " (beyonce)

Ps. No i dnt need ya feed bk nor comments.. plz spare me that !

Totally Mine !

Today is hmm…now wts da date..yea 9th April 2009 and here I am on my bed typing

a blog at 10.30 pm.. and y is that..? hmm.. wel becz I promised some one special that

I would and I kinda don’t want to skip doing it… U c.. I stil hv NO clue of wt im gonna write abt today..cz I realy don’t have a good topic to write abt.. bt stil.. aftr thinking long and hard this is wat im gonna write tonyt..

Rembr I talkd abt love allda time..abt findng the guy of ur dreams..n abt settling for the 2nd best in life ? hmmm.. I hv a difrnt theory now.. .. smtimes whn ppl come into our lives we tend to change da way we think and behv… its amaizning wt lv can do to us..

Once I read in an email sent by my best gal Dj..where it said that wat a man can do to a woman.. so true.. a guy can make u feel like u r da best thing on earth n turn n make ur life miserable making u think that u were never born.. (in other words makes u feel lyk shit..!) n da reason for him to do that is becz we gals let them do that to us.. thts wt it said.... ok…its irrelevant to wat im gonna wirte abt bt stil i wrote that part becz its wt lv do to ppl…

In my case.. wel I alwys belvd that whn it comes to lv…I hv no luck in it.. true even now at times feels da same..cz there were n are n will be sleepless nights where I go to sleep in my tears.. whn u let some one get close to you, dear to ur heart.. it hapns.. bt tht doesn’t mean its da worst thing which can happen to a person..life is not so bad..n lv defa is not bad at all… love is suppose to be smthng truly amazing.. where u feel no hurt..no sorrow n definitely no tears.. so does that lve really exist ??

Yea.. im in lv… I alwys thought im in lv the othr times too ..its true wt they say.. whn u find true love u wil feel it.. n I feel my life ..myself with my guy.. its so amazing how he makes me feel at times.. one time I feel lyk im da luckiest gal on earth n the othr times.. hmm..well.. feels that wt hv I done to feel this pain.. I wld hv jst walkd away if someone make me feel sad .. cz I tend to stay away frm the ppl n things which makes me feel sad.. BUT.. whn that speicl someone is in ur life ..he makes you feel that its right to feel sad.. to cry.. to laugh ..to be happy … n you wake up every day as if nothing hapnd…

Moving on with life without him.. Mann.. I hv no idea.. n I hv NO intentions of doing da same.. yea.. I knw wt you all say.. “its Wasana.. she is a survivr.. she moves on.. no woris.. she cn make it thro..” of cz ppl I wil make it through..bt things wont be da same.. I do feel.. I do hurt..i feel sad n lonely.. its not that im made of clay.. without a heart and feeling.. its so hard to do such things.. whn you are left with NO choice in life.. yea.. I tend to take the easy way out..which at times IS not the best thing to do ..i knw I hv made sm mistakes in takin sm decisions in life..bt HEY come on.. we all make mistakes in life.. so im in that ALL group.. thr things we r not proud of.. .. I say its OK to make mistks in life.. n learn frm them n try to make it right the next time.. yea…. Yea.. I knw.. trying is not good enf.. .. :D

At times I wish I cld be grt.. forgiving.. so clam.. cooled down gal.. bt heck I cnt do that.. I get angry ..anoyed.. at times.. controlling is smthng I can do ..bt I realy get mad if I feel that ppl who are closer to my heart is making mistakes.. doing wrong things.. yea..i might be a little.. hmm…. Lets say a bit tough whn it comes to sm situations..bt I guz its all for the best.. and I knw my dear lv you understand perfectly wt im writing here..cz u v bn thr..done that.. n u knw the outcome..

I had da best moments.. days in my life with you… n im so greatful n thankful n man..i am so damn happy for all those things which u hva givn me .. n as u say.. “we will see” is wt I can say to da future.. cz life and fate do have a funny way of changing our lives.. wt we thought a year ago has totally changed in this year….n sure it will be changing in the future.. oh im NOT worried… cz I kw wt I want in life.. yea.. I sure do .. n I m gonna focus on wts my life is goin to be.. change n make the adjustment cz soon or later I hv to be serious..

Never used to being seriuz.. bt lv..u hv made me change my life.. my ways.. the way I think.. ok Not 100% ..bt yea.. at least 95% + …ok lets see.. I hv no life with me now..u hv all taken mine n I hv urs.. isn’t it ?

Wt ever hapns in life.. I KNW THE FACTS….

P.s I lve u .. !!