Trying to find wts on my mind these days I couldn’t come up with a better word rather than LOST… oh wel.. bro chased me frm his room not letting me watch the match (SL vs NZ – T20) saying that whn I m not watching da match SL was taking wickets n whn I cm to see da match we don’t.. so here I am writing the Blog entry as promised..
I was wondering wt is da most valuable thing I hv lost in this world … n belv me i couldn’t come up with anything … guz I hv stil not lost anything which is that much valuable to me.. nothing tangible nor intangible.. except.. err.. one of my diaries.. where I have written all abt my school life.. wel mostly the A/Ls… I stil can rembr how we used to hv those grt moments at school… I wonder wt hpnd to it.. may be dad has trown it away..cz I once took it out frm my treasure box .. ( ok it’s a drawer filled up with my memories..) all those diaries.. cards.. letters.. pictures.. etc., all that in that box.. thts wt I call it.. ..when ever I feel that I need to go back to my grt memories.. (mostly whn schooling) I go tro my stuff.. belive me its grt to see how n wt memories can do to you…
Ya.. I am tattooed as someone who cant rembt things.. yea.. STM … (short term memory) may be that’s why I keep memories.. can we live wihtout memories? sometimes me not remembering exact things in life fire back fires at me in sm ways.. yea.. been accused.. been blamed.. yep .. I forgt birthdays.. (twice I forgt djs bday.. n I stil cant rembr if my sis was born on 15 or 16th Jan… n if my dadz bday is on 30th June or July.. ) wel im sure I aint the 1st one nor the last one.. :P but dz that mean I dnt care abt the dates or the ppl ? my family are the ppl who are closest to me n I cared more dearly.. so by jst forgting smthng lyk that proves that I dnt care ? I wonder… !
Oh I did looked it up inda net.. n most of the articles ends up with “ no one has found the real reason for why ppl cnt rembt things..” hmm…. We all rembr things hapnd whn we were kids.. wel not all da things…bt some incidents.. some things which never played a major role in our lives.. if we can rembr those things aftr all these years, why cant we rembt wht has hapnd couple of days back?? Is it because we dnt want to rembr it ?? or is it because we cant rembt it? Or is it simply becz we dnt care..? Wel … news for you.. bt there is no scientific explanations for why our brain rembr all those things which has happened many years back bt not da recent ones… yea they also mention that traumatic incidents.. or a big blow to da head / accident may cause the above memory loss.. bt god save me..i hv not gone tro such drama .. (yet :P)
So what is life without memories wld be ? hmm .. one word.. EMPTY !!! yea.. I knw memories are grt to hv.. they brings us joy.. laughter.. n of cz sadness too.. I dnt lyk to rmebr all those sad n hurtful memories … oh well no body does I guz.. (yea. I think u all knw that by now.. ) tht doesn’t mean its erased forever.. sm where down the memory lane all things get recorded.. it’s a mater of recalling them back whn we really want them..
Yea.. I knw how it feels if u forgt smthng which u hv told many times to someone.. it gvs da feeling that they don’t care .. n finaly I come to the base of ‘wts da use’… bt then again that wld b a I don’t care attitude .. so im trying not to come to that.. ..
I might not remember birthdays.. or sm arguments or advises etc.,…bt I rembr wat my life is.. I rembr wt lve is.. i rembr who my frnds are n wts important to me n not..
Not rembring All doesn’t make me a bad person… it all depends on the way you look at me I guz..
OH wel…
Nothings Forgotten.. Nothings ever forgotten…
or is it Nothings Nvr forgotten.. (Man.. I need help .. :P) !!!
