Novermber RAIN !!!

Do u knw wat it feels lyk loving someone who is in a rush to throw you away !!! ( Enrique)

The November rain..

Wel wel.. wt can I say abt November.. it’s the month where I learn about how to LET GO !! or mostly itz the time.. where love comes into my life and love goes away from me.. I used to love , , love.. bt now.. I don’t feel anything for love.. its good to be in the songs.. or the fairytales which ends in “ happily lived ever after” but sadly.. its not for us.. once in a life time.. we DO meet that ONE person whom we start to love from the bottom of your heart and the next thing you knw is that person is in someone else’s arms.. or married to someone else .. or have left this world without even saying good bye.. which category my love life goes into.. ? wel.. I had my fair share in heartaches and heartbreaks.. well heart aches cz it get breaks and broken hearts do not have any spare parts.. bt my theory is that if the heart get broken. FIX it.. !! belive me there r so many ways to do that..

How I let go of the love of my life ? ? wel.. I stil have not met him.. yet.. cz I had .. and if have let go of him.. I m pretty sure I wont be writing this blog .. I l be either dead or sitting in a mental hospital chewing my nails or something.. ! ( no no .. im not in a hospital right now .. ) bt sometimes.. u have to learn to let go in life you knw.. I had a guy who cheated on me.. which I took very seriously .. cz I did love him a LOT!! Whn I found it out.. I was in tears.. cldnt even think of wat to do.. called a friend.. bt he was so shocked that he cldnt even talk to me properly. Called to a another frnd.. and she started to cry with me.. so for cryng out loud people im the one with the problem so PLZ do TELL me something to make my self a little comfortable.. then I called a person whom I normally don’t call up with my problems.. and I’m glad I did.. cz after talking to him.. I was NOT crying.. !! and within 48 hrs I was able to let go of that guy who cheated me.. so I guz the one whom I cant say who he is.. I can say one thing that he is the Greatest!

Well as for the one who cheated.. he had his return of “Cry me a river” I guz.. he Disserves it.. and belv me that guy still suffering becz of his new girl.. now how do I knw this? OH ! I do. I always do .. !

Lesson I learned is that.. having a lover is a BURDEN !! yeah.. I learnt that from my bro.. I totally agree with him now.. cz i have realized that although u love someone with all your heart.. they jst don’t care.. n when u r out from their lives. . then only they knw what they had.. (Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind )

“………..No need to worry about everything I've doneLived every second like it was my last one…………”