I realized that my sis is the best sis I m gonna ever have and the ONLY one for that matter.. today when dad was dropping me n bro off for classes.. we talked abt her.. how she used to act whn I was little.. ok.. I was a CUTY !! when I was tiny.. (cant say that im BIG that much now though) hik hik.. nyways.. dad told us that my sis.. used to squeeze my cheeks, my tiny hands and legs.. may be to her I must have looked lyk a living doll.. so whn I was able to walk she has taken me everywhere that she is goin.. man.. she is pretty adventures girl.. she taught us how to climb trees.. ( well she once kicked me off a tree.. n I was lucky NOT to end up in hospital with a broken rib or something).. as far as I can rembr she was the BOY in our family.. the mischievous one inda family.. she had once hung from a nylon thread “Acting” Code RED !! n set some trees on fire.. I don’t knw wat she was thinking.. the FIRE Department?? Once one of my cousins has told that she is born as a “Printing Mistake” .. how true that is.. well WAS.. cz now.. she kinda changed to someone whom we don’t knw of.. not to the bad side.. bt she has become a GIRL !! u knw.. girly girly.. bt have to admit that I miss my sis.. a lot..

She is in US now.. Married of cz.. hope she knws wat she is doing .. anyways.. that is another story.. I jst thought of writing abt her cz she plays a big part in my life.. I can remember how she punched me on da face over the TV remote controller.. how she used to look after me when I was ill.. she is lyk a second mother to me.. although she have her own (EVIL) ways of teaching me n bro wt is wry n wrong.. bt I think her efforts were jst wasted cz bro n I have turned out to be .. SNEEKY BRATS !! hahaha!!!!

Talking abt guyz.. (our fav subject of cz) .. she had more cute guys in her classes.. than I used to have.. i don’t knw if my sis really liked anyone in her classes.. bt I m SURE she did.. (she isn’t a Lessi so its obvious she did liked them..) I don’t kwn if I shld write abt the GUYS whom we talked abt.. cz.. they r secrets .. ! only I knw.. ..so letz keep it that way.. shall we..

I can remember wat a pain I was to her when she was in gr8 11 .. I used to go to her class and listen to the elder SISTERS talks.. n I was such a sweet girl.. I come home n update my MOM on those stuff.. (man I must have been such a .. wel I don’t even have a word for me.. ) I really don’t LYK her friends cz all of them were PRETENDERS!! I hate them ALL !! when sis needed them.. they walked away.. so I don’t even lyk to call them as friends.. but there were a FEW who was good frnds.. ( I think..) but with time.. I grew up and so did she.. and learned the way of life..

My Akki is the one whom I share all my jokes with.. u c.. even if I tel her abt something nutty I did.... she thinks im joking. .. wt ever I tel her.. she says.. “yeah ryt!!” so sis.. u cant blame me.. cz I have told u many thngs.. which u obviously have taken them as jokes.. (OK.. now I knw .. if u r reading this SIS.. u r confused.. and trying to find out if im lyn or not even now.. don’t you ??) lol.. ok ok.. I m JOKING ! or am I ? ? oh I do tel u abt my dreams.. and sis.. they r NOT jokes.. they r dreams..

Now that she is SO FAR away from me.. I have NO one to share my nyt time talks with .. remebr how u n I had those crazy laughs and talks at nyt.. the little chit chats.. now I m NEVER going to have them sis.. its not a easy thing to let go cz u were there for 25 years in my life.. do u knw that u have missed almost 1 ½ yrs in my life? There were times I really needed you.. where I wanted to cry all nyt hoping you wil hold me n say “SIS everything is going to be all right” bt life has it amzing way of letting us find our own way out of our messes.. dnt they ? wel.. I knw.. that I KNW too much of somethings.. where u r jst play numb at.. bt u l learn them .. with time. Sis..

I had many plans with my sis.. I wanted to be her BRIDES MAID which never happened cz.. well letz say that it was DUE to some Unavoidable circumstances.. I feel that im a part of wat happened .. in a way I am responsible for wat happened.. and I wil never forgive myself for that.. all the pain everyone went thro becz of me.. may be I l get a chance to pay back them..

But with all this changes in life.. she has become .. MORE stubborn bt she seems to have learn wat matters in life .. who r the ones that who really cares and whom she should care..

I LOVE YOU MY SIS!!