Short Update....

(I dnt blog to compete with the other blogers ) So Late bloging ?? I knw.. tel me abt it.. being busy ? wt rubbish…. I was feeling hmm.. lazy.. moddy.. irritated.. . u name it I had all those.. Oh yea.. was SICK too :D n ended up inda hospital.. n da aftermath of it .. let me tel u..

Getting hospitalized is ---- NOT COOL.. getting attended by lady docs ----- NOT COOL.. but.. (of cz there is alwys a but coming..) checking out da male docs.. – SO COOL.. n yea.. inda hospital I was in .. there were some good looking docs.. n there was this one doc who is cripple by birth.. bt u knw he ended up as a doc ..n wat r we ..:D wel .. of cz we r who we r.. in good positions in life..

U knw me getin hospitalized.. wel.. dj called almost everyday..n jj kinda balsted me.. ( did u jj ? ) for not teling him…which I deny cz I DID sent a msg to him which he denies that he got it .. Mr. Pilot .. im sure it must hv gt lost in one of ur flights.. :D sory Bro…next time I wil .. CALL u :P.. n yea.. ihad an unexpected visitor…. Dinidu.. now that made my fever go high .. don’t u think Mr.Fishy ?

So after returning frm the hospital .. ya .. I can eat a lot now.. n u knw.. my modeling waist line of 24” jst went to 29”.. … no wonder I broke da ziprs in my pants.. n da loving denims.. bye bye for a while.. Oh jj NO I wont work out to reduce it to as it was… ( ya u wish… ) …

Nywys.. hoping 2hv Dj over for da P~jamy party .. n sure looking fw to that.. wow.. wt fun she n I had last tym.. .. all were perfect.. except we trying to do da rapper parts.... wel.. dj did a pretty good job doing it.. where as I was da hmm.. ok lets not talk abt it shal we..

Now.. Jjs new baby gal.. Subby…. N she is WOW !!!!!! didn’t get da close up look yet..bt im sure she is superb n fast as she looks on da pics.. want to touch her n jst jump inside n see how comfy she is…. Hmm.. OKEY.. now that sounded more lyk a lesbian talk.. wel u knw wat I mean.. ryt ? wel.. bro.. drive her safely n I DON’T want to see her kissing wat ur earlier one kissed.. ya ya.. I knw its NOT ur fault ryt.. ?

Had a weding of one of my ofz frnds.. (Dilini) n she got married to a Navy guy.. niz looking couple.. chk ma FB for the pics.. wel if I hv authorized u guys to see it.. n talking abt that.. im stil testing the authorization thingy..so .. Dj.. Jj.. n Dinidu.. jst dnt wory if u cnt view my albums for a while… oh I changed my display name into Si Gi.. (Segi) yea.. im nuts..:P

Ok so the navy weding.. hm.. non was cute though.. food was terrible.. wel.. I didn’t eat much..cz im a bit careful with da food now .. Wel we alwys hv sm bad point to tel abt ny functions .. isn’t that ryt ppl ? so there u go abt mine.. FOOD as Terrible… kinda felt lonely cz I was the only gal who wnt for the weding.. bt had a niz frnd frm ofz..(Thamara) to talk to .. ok.. in case u r wondering he is 22 .. :D ( hey I said IN CASE if u r wonderin ryt ??)

Extra innings : -
Dreams .. R they real ???

Do u guys dream? I do.. ok..so it proves that u r normal.. bt if u r keep seing the same dream almost lyk every day.. then u r NOT normal.. I recently read abook called.. ”Re-incarnation of Peter Proud” .. now that is a lovely story.. this guy sees da same dream..wel a chain of dreams…. N.. ……..ok im NOT gonna tel u da story..find da book n read it for urself …

P.s. Yea... i wrote this with my Headphones ON lyk inda pic.. Oh ..i lv myself..hik hik.. !

Totally JOB LESS ..

Since my post on “Hankies” made a little controversy among my friends I thought of putting a temporary break on my writing for a while.. (excpt da one posted aftr).. HA HA HA .. r u kidding me.. I was so damn busy n that is y cldnt write for a while.. nothing n no one can stop me from doing wt I want in life.. Hmmm.. wel.. smthings and sm people can.. bt not all…. So I m gonna write abt mixed stuff.. abt life .. frnds.. etc.. cz writing abt one subject makes me sick ..

You’ll remember me when the west wind moves - Upon the fields of barleyNo matter what you say about love, - I keep coming back for more
Now you've been holding me down - For such a long time now.
I may, may not make it through the night ..
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'You're irreplaceable…

Can u belive wt I jst did.. ? those lines r from SONGs.. n not frm the same one.. I jst don’t belive I jst destroyed such lovely lyrics by putting them in mess…. Hik hik.. yea I do that often don’t I ? Hm.. totally jobless.. TOTALLY !! lying on bed.. with da lap top…. Listn to da radio.. yea..u can be totally jobless…

Do u guys knw that these days im actually Regretting over somthn ? yea.. my motto is .. “Do it now regret later” which ofcz I stole from my brother.. bt I realized that I do regret smthings in life.. geez..i don’t lyk to be lyk da rest.. I do things differently .. alwys do.. n alwys wil… u may like them or u may not.. bt that’s jst da way I am.. Naaa..i think I wont regrt any thin in my life….

Ever since I joined FB I met lots of frnds.. aftr all these yrs.. the vry 1st frnd I had in grade 1…. Ok I didn’t meet her tro fb..bt gt her contact no. tro it.. n called her.. n boy ..didnt we had fun…. All those memories.. walking dwn da memory lane is supeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrb….. I used to hv a gd frnd whn I was in grade one.. he and I were .. totally good frnds.. n only recently I knw that all at school were saying it was da Greatest lv story ever at SMV (SMV – my previous school) .. jst becz we exchanged greeting cards n stuff.. I mean COMEON.. we wer jst kids.. I was laughing my wits out whn I heard it.. wel heard that he is now married now … niz looking hunky by da way..;) bt honestly I didn’t even rembrd who he was until Lahiru..one of my frnds reminded me wt were happening those days.. it sure was damn embarrassing.. wel..wt a frnd I am.. L .. forgtn da childhood frnds.. oh..wt to do.. a lot hv changed ever since.. we all r difrnt stages in our lives..sm r married… abroad.. lost..:D etc., BUT .. we r gonna plan out a day out with all our grd 1 frnds..whom we can get in touch with.. now wldnt that be niz…. Cnt wait to meet them.. .. Wel whn it comes to frnds.. yea.. I hav all kind of frnds.. best frnds.. jst frnds.. good frnds.. never seen or talked frnds.. etc.,.. wel dnt hv any Jailed frnds.. so u can be da FIRST.. so break da law ppl .. n be that special one in my frnds list..

Recently Jj,. my 2nd bro.. met with an accidents.. he kissed a light post instead of his GF.. can u blv it..? guys r dying to kiss their gfs n this guy just wnt right at a light post.. :D ok ok jj dnt kil me..:P … whn I saw da pics..i was crying.. y.. ??? wel Jj was ok..bt da car wasn’t.. that is y… Ok ok.. reality chk.. I jst realized that such tings hpnd unexpectedly.. n we never knw wt lies ahead of us.. im guzing that is y ppl say .. say wt u want to say befr it too late.. or may be u l never gt that chance again….wel I dnt knw abt that..cz I v never done it befr.. hav u ? if so tel me ..did it turned out to be good or worse oki?

Oh i need to ask u guys one thing.. do u guys sing while u r inda shower ? or whn u r inda room alone ?? for me ofcz it depends..cz whn im inda shower the radio is always on.. wel in on most of the time..cz ever since akki left for US.,, its bloody lazy n boring.. so lonely too..:( ok bk to wat I was saying.. so do u guys DO that.?.. now now..dnt blame me for bring da shower part.. ! my apologize.. ok forgt that then. Wt abt dancing inda rain ? sure most u all hv done it.. RAIT ?? if it’s a NO.. u btr do it…. Jumping to the mud holes.. soo much fun.. if da answer to all the above is NO.. then ppl u hv a serious prob of hving a little fun in ur life.. spice it up a bit..

Movies.. oh I hv only one movie on my mind these days.. wil stay for a while.. yea yea.. COA (cityofangels) is my life movie..bt “P.s. I love you” .. ah.. itz gonna collide with da COA.. good thing its all movies.. not lvrs.. hik hik..if so .. man..that wld be smthng ..ugly.. :D Im gonna end this one with da song im listen to it.. let me type my fav line from that song....

“ Thera he thera inthazar hey.. Mujutoa basa thujse payra hey.. “ ok ok.. its frm ad movie RACE..(Song title.. - Zara Zara touch me) wow..that sure was a super movie.. Hindi.. bt lvly.. songs r sooooooooo niz.. watch it ppl.. Meaning of that line ??.. hik hik..its for me to knw n u to find out.. if u guys do find it.. send to me..

Such a P i t N ! (Kidding yarrs)

Hmm.. now wt shld I write abt this time.. cz the last post made sm pple to go mad at me or think im mad or .. well.. wt ever.. !!!

U knw guys.. we cry for the little things in our lives n laugh for the big stuff?? Everyday whn I get into the bus .. I at least smile to myself looking at the ppl arnd me.. Once my sis said that .. one uncle was sort of a hanging in the rope fixed to the bell inda bus n fell dwn with it.. how funny is that.. :D ok not so funny !! hv u ever seen how ppl take out their mobiles n try to show off .. errr.. . I hate it.. .. yea I v seen it.. not that I look for it.. no offence.. I too listn to the radio or the music player in my mob too.. bt I DON’T show off ! :P .. oh n Dinidu .. I stil sit on da side of the driver thanks to u buddy ! .. n u knw .. I cnt rembr a single day that u don’t make me annoyed.. u r sooooo….. irritating at times. . u knw that.. Fishy.. :P.. rembr how u were teling me abt the movie.. P.s… ??? I was lyk.. ok Plz stop .. u dnt lyk it..keep it to urself..dnt tel me.. bt inda end .. u said.. no I loved it.. thanks.. etc., :d BOYS !! wel.. Computer Geeks.. as DJ wld say..

Recently Jj, my best frnd.. hit a kite with da plane he was flying.. now how cool is that.. Ahem..yea sm said that it’s a sin n bla bla.. bt .. stil its so awsom bro.. High FIVE for it.. come on ppl.. its not lyk everyday u can hit a kite n how cool that is to be hit by a plane.. means that kite was so damn high in the sky that it was in a way of a plane.. I think its pretty cool.. don’t ya? Wel unless u can get ur kite fly that high that is.. :D U kwn Jj n Dj had sorta fight over this kite thingy.. where she ended up calling Jj the KITE KILLER n I ended up callin him.. Mr. Jj Kites.. wonder wt his pilot bros call him.. :D

Talking abt naming.. I named Djs bbf as Cookieee… yeap.. Cookieee… cz he can cook..n he is da colour of chocolates.. Yum yum.. for Dj .. yea.. Dj said she did ate him a bit.. Yuk ! :D ok I m guessing it’s a lie.. hope so…

Abt me not wanting to marry .. .. geez… I dnt kw why ppl worry abt me not wanting to marry.. come on .. singles rule .. isn’t it ? so y do u want me to get married?? Hmm.. yea I knw .. u cnt be a single gal in SL .. yep agree.. errr.. no I dnt .. bt stil … we wil c.. this is da only pro I hv these days.. see my life is so perfect.. that I m gtn only one prob..

Hmm.. yea .. my bf n I hd a bit of a misundrstnd.. n I totally take the blame to myself.. besides.. how cn I expect others to understand me.. whn I dnt understand wt da hell im doing .. :D .. oh it hapns to me at times..mostly if Jj isn’t arnd.. isnt that funny.. me loosing myself..whn my bro isn’t arnd… Okey that is NOT true.. wel.. upto some extnt that is .. There were times I felt that all my frnds hv changed.. bt I guz..its me who has changed.. CHANGE is GOOD ppl.. bt NOT all da time.. Nywys.. lov u guys for bn there even I mess up.. yea I knw Jj.. “sis u don’t mess up.” Of cz I don’t .. u ppl do n blame me for it.. hahahahaha!!

Ok .. now do u want to kill me again ?? c .. Dj n Jj had this fantasy of dropping me off of a plane without a Para.. yea its not gonna hapn so its more lyk a never coming true fanta.. :P .

Wel.. ok ppl .. me going to sleep now.. this is much betr than writing abt one topic isn’t it.. ? Blog dirary sorta thing.. im too lazy to read this again.. so mind for the grammer n speling mistakes..

Lv u guys.. Ummah!!

DeLeTeD!

Deleted ….!!

Hey all …. Missed ME ? Come on !! I knw u did.. with all those complaining .. I knw u did.. nywys.. my apologies for not posting anything in the blog.. the reason.. wel.. mostly cz I joined FB.. so kinda killed my time checking it out…I met lot of my frnds.. made sm new friends.. (some r celebrities) … wel u ppl knw wt im talking abt.. don’t u now ?

I knw that most of my posts r kinda different.. so y shld I deviate from wt I do ryt ? u c guys.. I was really lost without a topic to write smthng abt.. n I m sure I have evn asked u guys abt it also.. but.. never got wat I wanted.. .. Shan .. my newest best friend (hmm... cute guy from UK.. hik hik... ) .. came up with an interesting topic.. “spying” .. wel.. whn I was in grade 9 I wanted to becm a detective.. Detective Konga… now that would have been Odd don’t you think? Besides who wld benefit from me becoming a detective.. I shld hv been a under covered agent.. with looks lyk mine (ahem) I cld hv easily seduced any one to confess anything… hik hik… (Good thing that I m not.. ) nywys.. abt spying n detective work..i l write on another day..

So tying to brain storm a topic.. I came up with this … power of DELETE !! yep.. it sure feels gr8.. only 2 ppl in this world knw wt I mean….. Dj n Jj.. my two partners who wld run for their lives leaving me behind.. if we guys ever get into trouble …hik hik… naaa.. il tel u other guys what I deleted…

I knw.. this post is too short… bt I am so glad that I found out wt it feels to delete things from my life..… yep. Its not a BIG deal.. bt Guys. There is this guy.. whom I was holding on for a long time.. Wel.. come to think of it.. I don’t think I hv really.. cz never talked abt him or rembrd him unless I see an update of him in FB.. wel.. I wanted him out of my life for good.. n whn I see him.. I jst kinda was feeling sad.. obvious.. I lvd him.. a lot.. bt now its time for this crazy nut to move on leaving him behind.. yea.. flush him down the toilet.. that is wt I did.. So glad I did that…so loving Dj n Jj.. I did it.. N I knw Dj it was you who told me to do it first.. n Jj told me da same whn I told him how I was feeling. .. simple appreciation for the two guardian angels .. ( ok no you two r NOT angels) I just wrote it so u guys wld feel happy.. u knw.. AH.. finally iv bn called an Angel… hahahah !!

Recently I watched this movie called “Jab We Met” .. a hindi movie.. n I loved it.. superb.. I lvd how she blasted da guy who played her a fool.. n finally that dumb one wanted her back.. n she rejects him..watch da movie cz im not going to tel u da end or the other things which hpns in da movie.. People do hv different ways of letting go.. n sm things in life we never let go.. n that sucks.. it shld never be lik that.. don’t u think ??

i once read an eamil which said.. "Name a document called "Boss" , save it in da desk top.. select it n press delete.. it wil ask u " R U sure u want to send "Boss" to the Recyle Bin?" n u hv select YES n Da boss wil be inda R~bin.. so i think .. since we create our own documents .. folders .. memories in our lives.. when its time.. we shld send them to the RB ..... Bt hey Dnt delete me from ur lives.. as the pic says.. if u do.. then ITS ur lost .. hahahah !!

Nywys my loving readers if there is worthless things in ur life.... just PRESS DELETE !!

Imagination running wild .. !!

When you hear the word Fantasy what does it mean to you ? wt comes to your mind? Think ….. is it just a dream? Hope ? Desire??? Wel.. it is a combination of all those things.. n when I hear the word fantasy.. it makes me want to dream about some 3ble Ex things.. (yeah yeah dirty mind.. hahahahaa) well in our culture if I say.. its all abt sex or hving a desire to be with someone.. most of you wil say its dirty.. bt hey.. I don’t think it is dirty.. we all dream abt it.. don’t you ? I do..

Now if I openly talk abt that subject I hv no idea wat all of you would think.. cz openly talking abt your fantasies will make some of us feel uncomfortable.. Why do we have fantasies? As to wat I knw.. I belive its bcz we make them bcz we cant have them.. wen that happns we tend to think how would it feel to make it a reality to be with that one person whom u alwys wanted.. or to go places u always dream of.. to own an small island n to hv a pvt jet .. live in paradise.. (ring any bells anyone ? )

First things first.. can fantasies come true? Dreams come true.. I mean how many times hv u heard someone saying “ I had my dreams come true” or I v heard a song which says.. “dreams can come ture.. look at me babe.. I m with you.. “ so.. its certain that Dreams do come ture.. bt wat abt fantasies.. ? can they come true also ? Ofcz.. anything is possible if u put ur heart and soul to it. .BUT.. I want my fants to be fants.. cz then only its more interesting.. cz whn we get wt we want.. then it becomes ordinary .. not special.. isn’t it ?
U knw.. there are another side to this fantasy land.. rembr all those fairy tales u read.. n watched ? all those r someone’s imaginations .. which create a fantasy where u see all wt u cnt see for real.. its so amazing how we let our feelings, imaginations to create things which are beyond explanations..
Bt hey.. remebr.. fantasies are jst for the pleasure.. so keep it that way.. thn I m sure that u l be happy at least in ur fantasy land.. after all they all r our imaginations running wild.. !!

Me n My Freedom !

I’m sure almost all of you people who r reading this post (including my beloved sis) are enjoying your freedom to the maximum.. now do I hear some one yelling NO? OH! Wait.. that isn’t any of you.. its me.. I’m the one who is yelling NO.. (geez. My voice is so annoying to me at times..)


Now what do you mean by freedom? Is it only wearing wat you want ? or travelling to places where u always wanted to go OR watching tv all daylong ? wel.. for me freedom basically means Living my life the way I want it!! How many souls out there are living that life ha? No barriers.. no one to tel you what u should do.. what u shld wear or even what you should eat..

I for a girl who never had the freedom to go anywhere without my parents.. (which applied to my sis).. is doing fine with the limited freedom I have.. one strategy I follow is that I normally DO NOT tell my parents where I go and wat I do.. which my friends are NOT healthy at all.. I repeat.. NOT Healthy at all .. bt hey.. I get wat I want ... so it fulfils at least one side of my life.. come to think of the current situ in the country. .these days..i LOVE to stay at home than going out.. hv the cable tv.. so can watch tv all day long.. bt one thing .. is that .. U want your freedom from home.. keep your parents in a GOOD MOOD ! bt wat I can say abt my dad is that.. he is totally ok all the time.. bt no sooner I ask for permission to go out with my friends.. you should see his FACE.. lyk he has been possessed by some devil or something.. Im sure my sis knws wat I mean.. even for her.. there was a time she hated to be at home.. wel… she hated almost everyone.. all at home were limiting her freedom.. (wel EXCEPT me ofcz.. ) I had to teach her how I got wat I want.. bt sadly.. she was not that patient at all to get wat she wants.. finally my teachings were so good that she went to US and got married over there.. hmmm.. come to think of it.. it aint bad at all isn’t it ?

Eventually most of the barriers I had when I was a little girl are now gone.. wel.. its more like I can watch wat I want… can wear wt I want.. can stay up til late in the night if feel lyk it and even .. surf the net til I want.. the latest where I stayed up late was til 2 am in da morning I gues.. I cant rember wt I was doing late so up.. err.. may be chatting to someone .. I think..

The freedom from the boyfriend ? wel.. I hv to admit that I never had any freedom barriers from my lover in wat so ever.. I had a good freedom even then and even now.. Y ? cz he was million miles apart from me.. yeah.. we broke up.. and that is a different story.. bt I m so glad that I was never asked NOT to do things.. wel.. that’s abt the past bf life…. Bt u c.. some guys don’t want their girl frnds to do things.. wear things.. even say things.. I mean COME ON .. where is the love and freedom in that ? ok.. I agree if the girl is doing or wearing or saying something unsuitable u guys MUST stop it.. bt have u ever wondered.. whether all wat you do is right? Or all wat you say is rite ? for guys.. there is no point of saying.. “hey WAT the hell are u wearing” cz.. its alwys.. a Denim and a T for them.. bt I hate guys who wear their trousers to the hip.. yeik ! I mean.. come on guys.. for heavens sake.. why do u want show ur HIPS ? ?? (ok i understand its ur way of showing ur FREEdom ) ha ha ha !

Stil for all.. we are born to this world as free human beings and that is the way we should die too.. bt sadly.. girls hv their limits when it comes to freedom in SL.. as a Daughter.. as a wife.. and finally as a mother.. (freedom under a Male.. father.. husband and the son.. ) Hey..i m not complaining.. cz stil im in da Daughter stage.. I l write abt the losing of freedom to the husband one day, if I get a chance.. (or the husband can write abt loosing HIS freedom to me ! hik hik..)

Come wat may.. it’s a free world out there people.. enjoy your freedom to the maximum but knw your limits always… Cheers !

Dare to Reveal????

Secrets !!

Now this is a topic which all the people in the whole wide world can relate to .. why do we have secrets in our lives? Who creates them? How does it becomes a secret? Who else knws abt that secret ? these are the questions we normally DON’T think of bcz the answer itself is a secret which we have within our hearts..

Do I have secrets ? OF CZ I do.. lots of them.. !! wil I ever reveal them to anyone..? ya .. RIGHT ! lyk I would want any of you to blackmail me.. !! ah… some secrets.. I share with my friends.. and it becomes.. a secret between the friends.. lyk some wat Dj n I have.. we can all laugh abt it when we get together.. Do you have secrets that .. although u want to tell them to anyone, abt u cant? I do.. there are a lot I want to tel someone.. or share them with.. bt HELL I cant do that.. can U ? ok.. im not talking abt I hv a crush on a guy or nythin lyk.. hmm.. is there any secrets that I can publish ? errr.. hmmm.. wel.if I tel you .. then it wont be a secret..it wil be PUBLIC.. I used to watch my neighbor get dressed tro his bedroom window.. (ok let me explain.. he never had a bedroom window curtain.. and he comes near the window to get dressed.. and my bedroom window jst happened to be in a place where I see wat I want to see from where I sleep.. of cz its my bed..yes.. I had my sister by my side.. and she too was involved in that BIRD Watchin! Or should I say.. Mangifera sis ? ) I used to read my sisters diary.. (after she CONFESSED reading mine..)..bt people it’s a boring one.. lost interest after a while.. well those r a few secrets which I can WRITE n pretty innocent ones of cz.. and mostly all of you who knws me knws them too.. hik hik.. !!

I think.. we make our own secrets, simply because we don’t anyone else to knw abt them bt.. mostly.. we are not proud of what we have said and done.. my theory is that.. don’t ask don’t tel.. it’s the best way to keep a secret.. sometimes.. what you knw can put in a great danger.. as I said they r the Deadly secrets.. the famz.. “I knw wat you did last summer”.. hv you guys seen it ? u keep a secret.. and it comes to haunt you back.. any secrets u have which are haunting you at nyt ? ha ? are there ? let me knw.. !

We all have a closet full of secrets.. more we live this life.. the more we wil add.. and the more we wil add the more we wil suffer.. cz.. there r so many secrets.. and we forget which one to keep n which one to should let go.. do you knw that girls are the ones who keep the most number of secrets? Yeah guys… we the girls are the MOST sneakiest creatures on earth.. come to think of it.. its give a kicking feeling to keep a secret…. don’t you think girls ? I have friends who talk abt their guys behaviors or the girls behaviors.. which of cz the other party don’t knw of.. and it automatically becomes a secret between me and my friend who tells it to me.... it amazing how people see each others partners.. it is a good thing to knw abt your partner.. but.. for the betterment of the relationship.. keep some secrets to yourselves.. much safer..

The worlds history have secrets of its own.. take the Davinci Code .. now if you have read the book or watched the movie.. now thre r more secrets and unknown facts which we were never aware of.. ok.. may be some r been created… bt don’t you ever wonder.. what if it is the truth? The secret to all those paintings in history.. does it related to anyting.. well.. in that way .. it becomes a mystery more than a secret.. bt hey.. one can be a mystery if knowbody knws abt it ..so obviously the secrets we all carry wil one day turns out to be mysteries..

Secrets – I kw wat you did !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!