Me n My Freedom !

I’m sure almost all of you people who r reading this post (including my beloved sis) are enjoying your freedom to the maximum.. now do I hear some one yelling NO? OH! Wait.. that isn’t any of you.. its me.. I’m the one who is yelling NO.. (geez. My voice is so annoying to me at times..)


Now what do you mean by freedom? Is it only wearing wat you want ? or travelling to places where u always wanted to go OR watching tv all daylong ? wel.. for me freedom basically means Living my life the way I want it!! How many souls out there are living that life ha? No barriers.. no one to tel you what u should do.. what u shld wear or even what you should eat..

I for a girl who never had the freedom to go anywhere without my parents.. (which applied to my sis).. is doing fine with the limited freedom I have.. one strategy I follow is that I normally DO NOT tell my parents where I go and wat I do.. which my friends are NOT healthy at all.. I repeat.. NOT Healthy at all .. bt hey.. I get wat I want ... so it fulfils at least one side of my life.. come to think of the current situ in the country. .these days..i LOVE to stay at home than going out.. hv the cable tv.. so can watch tv all day long.. bt one thing .. is that .. U want your freedom from home.. keep your parents in a GOOD MOOD ! bt wat I can say abt my dad is that.. he is totally ok all the time.. bt no sooner I ask for permission to go out with my friends.. you should see his FACE.. lyk he has been possessed by some devil or something.. Im sure my sis knws wat I mean.. even for her.. there was a time she hated to be at home.. wel… she hated almost everyone.. all at home were limiting her freedom.. (wel EXCEPT me ofcz.. ) I had to teach her how I got wat I want.. bt sadly.. she was not that patient at all to get wat she wants.. finally my teachings were so good that she went to US and got married over there.. hmmm.. come to think of it.. it aint bad at all isn’t it ?

Eventually most of the barriers I had when I was a little girl are now gone.. wel.. its more like I can watch wat I want… can wear wt I want.. can stay up til late in the night if feel lyk it and even .. surf the net til I want.. the latest where I stayed up late was til 2 am in da morning I gues.. I cant rember wt I was doing late so up.. err.. may be chatting to someone .. I think..

The freedom from the boyfriend ? wel.. I hv to admit that I never had any freedom barriers from my lover in wat so ever.. I had a good freedom even then and even now.. Y ? cz he was million miles apart from me.. yeah.. we broke up.. and that is a different story.. bt I m so glad that I was never asked NOT to do things.. wel.. that’s abt the past bf life…. Bt u c.. some guys don’t want their girl frnds to do things.. wear things.. even say things.. I mean COME ON .. where is the love and freedom in that ? ok.. I agree if the girl is doing or wearing or saying something unsuitable u guys MUST stop it.. bt have u ever wondered.. whether all wat you do is right? Or all wat you say is rite ? for guys.. there is no point of saying.. “hey WAT the hell are u wearing” cz.. its alwys.. a Denim and a T for them.. bt I hate guys who wear their trousers to the hip.. yeik ! I mean.. come on guys.. for heavens sake.. why do u want show ur HIPS ? ?? (ok i understand its ur way of showing ur FREEdom ) ha ha ha !

Stil for all.. we are born to this world as free human beings and that is the way we should die too.. bt sadly.. girls hv their limits when it comes to freedom in SL.. as a Daughter.. as a wife.. and finally as a mother.. (freedom under a Male.. father.. husband and the son.. ) Hey..i m not complaining.. cz stil im in da Daughter stage.. I l write abt the losing of freedom to the husband one day, if I get a chance.. (or the husband can write abt loosing HIS freedom to me ! hik hik..)

Come wat may.. it’s a free world out there people.. enjoy your freedom to the maximum but knw your limits always… Cheers !

Dare to Reveal????

Secrets !!

Now this is a topic which all the people in the whole wide world can relate to .. why do we have secrets in our lives? Who creates them? How does it becomes a secret? Who else knws abt that secret ? these are the questions we normally DON’T think of bcz the answer itself is a secret which we have within our hearts..

Do I have secrets ? OF CZ I do.. lots of them.. !! wil I ever reveal them to anyone..? ya .. RIGHT ! lyk I would want any of you to blackmail me.. !! ah… some secrets.. I share with my friends.. and it becomes.. a secret between the friends.. lyk some wat Dj n I have.. we can all laugh abt it when we get together.. Do you have secrets that .. although u want to tell them to anyone, abt u cant? I do.. there are a lot I want to tel someone.. or share them with.. bt HELL I cant do that.. can U ? ok.. im not talking abt I hv a crush on a guy or nythin lyk.. hmm.. is there any secrets that I can publish ? errr.. hmmm.. wel.if I tel you .. then it wont be a secret..it wil be PUBLIC.. I used to watch my neighbor get dressed tro his bedroom window.. (ok let me explain.. he never had a bedroom window curtain.. and he comes near the window to get dressed.. and my bedroom window jst happened to be in a place where I see wat I want to see from where I sleep.. of cz its my bed..yes.. I had my sister by my side.. and she too was involved in that BIRD Watchin! Or should I say.. Mangifera sis ? ) I used to read my sisters diary.. (after she CONFESSED reading mine..)..bt people it’s a boring one.. lost interest after a while.. well those r a few secrets which I can WRITE n pretty innocent ones of cz.. and mostly all of you who knws me knws them too.. hik hik.. !!

I think.. we make our own secrets, simply because we don’t anyone else to knw abt them bt.. mostly.. we are not proud of what we have said and done.. my theory is that.. don’t ask don’t tel.. it’s the best way to keep a secret.. sometimes.. what you knw can put in a great danger.. as I said they r the Deadly secrets.. the famz.. “I knw wat you did last summer”.. hv you guys seen it ? u keep a secret.. and it comes to haunt you back.. any secrets u have which are haunting you at nyt ? ha ? are there ? let me knw.. !

We all have a closet full of secrets.. more we live this life.. the more we wil add.. and the more we wil add the more we wil suffer.. cz.. there r so many secrets.. and we forget which one to keep n which one to should let go.. do you knw that girls are the ones who keep the most number of secrets? Yeah guys… we the girls are the MOST sneakiest creatures on earth.. come to think of it.. its give a kicking feeling to keep a secret…. don’t you think girls ? I have friends who talk abt their guys behaviors or the girls behaviors.. which of cz the other party don’t knw of.. and it automatically becomes a secret between me and my friend who tells it to me.... it amazing how people see each others partners.. it is a good thing to knw abt your partner.. but.. for the betterment of the relationship.. keep some secrets to yourselves.. much safer..

The worlds history have secrets of its own.. take the Davinci Code .. now if you have read the book or watched the movie.. now thre r more secrets and unknown facts which we were never aware of.. ok.. may be some r been created… bt don’t you ever wonder.. what if it is the truth? The secret to all those paintings in history.. does it related to anyting.. well.. in that way .. it becomes a mystery more than a secret.. bt hey.. one can be a mystery if knowbody knws abt it ..so obviously the secrets we all carry wil one day turns out to be mysteries..

Secrets – I kw wat you did !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will you settle for Less than perfect ?

Oh boy. I don’t kw why I want to write abt this .. but here I am writing abt it.. have you realized that after u get into a relationship you meet that one person whom you feel more than what you feel for you partner ? Yes ? or NO ? wel.. i think the most of you would say YES.. or OH YES!! and if so.. wt hav you done abt it ? NOTHING ? or did u really went out n got wt u want ? Kool !

‘Everybody Cheats’ ths is my theory.. it doesn’t hv to be in major ways.. bt in minor minor ways .. we all do that.. now I will not accept if any of you guys say.. “No I have never cheated.” ok fine.... I agree but cheating cannot be framed to a person starting an affair with another guy or a girl whilst having n affair.. if you lie to your partner.. or if u don’t share the incidents that are more important to u in life n you tell others abt it...... that too is cheating in a way.. itz not lyn cz you never say anything.. bt cheating.. yeah.. I v done that.. Y ? simply because .. I never felt that he would understand .. did I tried to tell him? I tires.. bt I guz not.. when u r in a relationship you kwn wt your partner is lyk…. so its better to keep your mouth SHUT at times.. without creating a situ.. over NOTHING! Im sure u know what I mean… Agreed ?

We all dream about having the perfect marriage or prior to that to hv da perfect partner .. don’t we ? I don’t kw abt you guys.. bt I did…. well.. all my choices never fit da frame I had.. came close.. bt didn’t fit .. the ones who knows wat happened .. kwn wat happened.. the ‘tall hansom hunky’ I never met.. so far.. bt once did met a guy who had a niz heart.. bt suddenly.. he went far away.. I stil wonder how n y did it happen.. may be. .. becz my life must hv realized that its not wat I deserve.. or may be he n I both deserve better or we both don’t deserve each other.. who knws.. n who cares anyways.. those days passed and im still living.. n living the life I always wanted.. (not exactly bt happily) so I guz.. I m jst doing fine.. okay.. I think im deviating from the topic. .dont i..? ok..letz go back to the less than perfect theory..

So do we get into a relationship because we feel that person is the perfect match for us ? I think we all r gambling whn we say yes .. n that gambling may hit the Jackpot or we may jst loose all wat we already had and left with nothing.. im not married yet.. bt the ones who are married now.. hv you guyz settled for less than perfect? Is your hubby is the perfect one ? or is you wify is ?. .. but so far.. I have not met that couple.. who said.. YES he is the perfect match or she is.. ! Come to think of it.. who are we kidding.. ourselves ? we settle for wat we get in life.. instead of searching for the best .. we adjust to wat comes in our way… cz nobody wants to be lonely…I for a fact knowing all this.. sure is going to be satisfied with wat I get from life.. cz.. less than perfect is the perfect.. n on the other hand NOBODY is perfect and so am i.. !!!

R u an Angel ?

Angels who are Angels? Can we see them ? or do they really exist ? . I v been called an Angel so many times.. (oh plz believe me.!! I hv n may be u r one of them who called me by that..) n once I was called a goddess .. of cz that was not for the looks bt for the help I did. .bt is there really a meaning by calling a person an Angel? When we love someone we say “Angel” to them but I sometimes wonder if itz really worth it? Literally speaking angels are more lyk DEAD and up in heaven and so pretty that you can never take ur eyes off of them.. Well.. I hv never seen an Angel in my life yet.. (of cz I v seen myself hik hikk) n may be if I go to heaven one day .. then I will see for myself.. but in the first place.. who has really seen them ? How can we say that angels do exist ? or are they been really created for the fairytales .. ? since the normal human beings cannot do things by way of magic the act of performing such things were done by the unforeseen forces.. now.. if angels are able to do magic.. are the so called witches too are angels in anyway ?? it’s something we will never know I guess..

City of Angels .. one of my favs.. y do I love this movie so much ? was it because of Nicholas cage? Or was it because Meg Ryan or WAS it because its about an angel who gave up all his gifted powers to be with the love of his life ? it can be 4all these reasons.. im sure most of the people by now have leant that loving an angel with all your heart wont do any good at the end.. either you move away or they turn away.. COA.. the girl Maggie dies.. nd the Angel is left alone.. as a normal human being.. so was it worth it ? to give all you have n ends up with nothing.. ? sadly. . it happens.. most of the time.. so I guess Irish (song by Goo Goo dolls) says it all .. for this movie. . You are the closest to heaven that I live and breath.. “

How could an angel break my heart ?. (Tony Braxton) this is a song I used to sing along when I was in grade 10 or 11 I think.. I never knw wt the hell she meant and how does it feels to get your heart broken by an angel.. do I knw it now ? hmm.. cant say tht I don’t.. n cnt say I do either.. it all depends the way we feel for each other.. and that is when we realized that we all r just simple human beings and nothing more or less.. watz ur opinion?

What can we do to become an Angel?? Do u know the answer ? well I think I can guz ur answer.. mine is that . u have to DIE n GO to heaven to be a one.. so aren’t there any Angels on earth that are been sent from heaven up above? (Except for me ) there must be.. and there will be .. they must be the ones who save us.. when we don’t expect.. they are the ones who pushes us into trouble.. nd make our lives miserable.. bt sadly those were sent from Hell. N called Dark Angels.

Bt hey.. it isn’t that bad of hving an angel .. any kind of angel by your side.. after all .. its we who make our own angels.. we can make the angel of love,,, angel of joy or even the angel of death…

But the remaining question is question is .. R you one of them ???



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