My BF Dj.. Hey itz Best frnd. NOT Boy FRND !

This is the blog I dedicate to my dear old best friend Kemali..

AH ! wat da heck.. that is jst a formal introductin.. let me start it lyk this.. Have any of you cm across a girl whom u think is so innocent and is an angel.. ? bt finally she turns out to be an dark Angel ? so cruel.. heartless creature.. u do ? ok .. good for you.. be careful of them ok..

Wel. The above para have gt nothing to do with my best frnd.. I jst thought of writing that.. cz. Its always good to remind people to be careful u knw.. hik hik..

So my best frnd.. I hv read many articles.. the little ones write to the news papers abt their best frnds.. and they write their frnds name there.. bt I can guarantee.. its my best frnd who have the most number of nick names or pet names.. as u call it..

I l start with Kemali.. cz.. that is her real name.. kinda old fashin isnt it.. ? if u really look at her name.. its more lyk K-email or kay+male.. wt an ODD name for a girl.. hm.. I thought .. y don’t I call her K. yeap.. that was her very first nick name that I gave her.. bt after while.. all at school.. started calling her K.. then I was lyk WTF ! she is my best frnd.. so i wanted to be the only one whom shld be calling her by that name..

Oh.. heck.. all u readers.. please put to the reverse gear.. go back.. go back.. I l start at the beginning.. well.. as to wt Dj said in her blog.. it is da way we met.. at Devi.. and she was “L” s best frnd.. or may be jst a frnd.. I stil can rembr how she intro me to Dj.. near the LADIES toilet.. hik hik.. smelly !! anyways.. when Dj n I became good frnds.. I m sure non of has thought that we wil stil be frnds.. and BEST friend for that matter..

I let u in one secret Dj.. when the parents meetings came up.. I used to compare your NOSE to your moms.. yeah.. the look da same.. bt urs is more lyk Pinocchio’s nose.. cz u lie all the time.. hahahah !!! rember the French cricket after the exams..? u c guyz.. she n I alwys used to CHEAT on selecting the teams.. whn I become the team leader.. she comes with another girl n give two names.. from which I hv to choose.. so Dj n I had a pact that we alwys select the 2nd name that was mentioned.. so at the end.. she n I r in the same team.. yeah.. that is how we learned to cheat.. we were jst .. errr.. 13 yrs old.. back then..

As per the secret society.. wel.. it was the SLS rember.. ? the Six Little Stars.. ya.. ya.. some STARS we were back then.. isnt it? U knw people.. dj is pretty damn good at art work.. she used to draw me so many pics of guys.. girls.. animals.. u name it. She has painted them for me.. one habit she has was that when ever we go for a seminar at the main hall .. we sit together n she used to draw these lovely pics and put the date n give me.. I stil hv them.. after all these years.. I think.. I can open a museum with all her work..

Ok..that is da beginning.. so where were i.. hmmm.. yeah.. abt her names.. yeah.. how can I forget.. “SUN FM” yeap. .. we were so crazy over this particular radio station.. most probly of the Djs of cz.. I loved.. Casper and she loved.. err.. err.. whom did u lvd Dj? All of them ? yeah.. u r that predictable ne.. yep. .i think she lvoed them all … now y am I forgeting to mention the Wolf .. now Werewolf… rember him? So was it u or I called wolf babe ? u .. ? ok.. so it was Dj who was called Wolf Babe. No no .. she isnt hairy lyk a wolf but she sure can howl lyk a one.. yep.. u shld listen to her at Singing competitions.. screaming at the top of her lungs.. bt no sound comes up.. hey gal were u jst lipping ? I think so..

So sad to say .. that I cant remebr her bn in a drama.. ? were u Dj? She can act so wel.. mostly imitating that is.. I knw this after seen how she walked the walk of Capt. Jack Sparrow .. yeap. The one in da ‘Pirates of the Caribbean’ ….

Opps.. y da hell am I deviating from the topic… back to the names.. ok.. K becme Wolf babe.. and Kem.. and for a while she was Shaqule .. yea.. the Dj at Yes ! the Shaq factor.. bt thn I realized. .. ok .. y don’t I call her Dj .. u c.. there is no real reason for me to call her that .. bt now after seeing Pirates .. I think it makes sense cz she is Davi Jhones.. for sure.. . last time we watched it.. the 2nd part that is.. she cursed me.. “ I curse upon thee” she said.. Y ? u want to knw Y ? cz.. I m a girl who normally eats a lot.. wel mostly the sweet stuff.. n never gain weight.. don’t get me wrong I aint lyk the ones who r living in Ethiopia or someplace.. with only skins and bones.. bt I m happy with my figure.. so that time wen she was at mine.. she saw how much I eat n stay SLIM as this.. so she cursed.. me.. n MAN!! After that I started eating lyk a PIG! Geez.. bt lucky .. stayd da same..

Anyways.. that is my Djs MOUTH for you.. !! hik hik..

Dj was the reason I becm crazy.. she draw me nuts with her crazy little ways.. she is so.. I mean so very FUN to be with.. she hve these crazy idea.. God knows from where she gets them.. bt she does.. she is different.. oh yeah.. abt this different fcator.. Remember Dj.. those days.. all said that when two people hv ideas which doest match .. they tend to clash all the time? Bt we proved them otherwise.. cz… we told them that different makes us best frnds. Cz.. then its not boring.. abt talking abt the same thing over and over again..

For some weird reason.. she and I had this theory about “how a girl gets pregnant”.. geezzzzz…. U n I were SO STUPID back then werent we ? n how abt the running around the school every morning to postpone SOMETHING !! hahahahah!! Wt a loony bins we were….

Hey all reading this.. dj is pretty good at breaking the locks.. yeah.. we did once at school.. one day the after noon walks led us to a class room on the 3rd floor of a new building.. where the class room had a few chairs.. n a cupboard.. yeah..its obvious that NO ONE was using this a class room.. bt jst keeping the broken stuff there.. so she n I had this curiosity abt.. breaking the lock n to see wts inside the cupboard.. n she broke it.. n guz wt.. there were so many books .. english books.. story books.. work books.. etc., wt did we do with them ?? of cz we took them n divided them btwn us n brought them home.. SCHOOL property.. yeah.. it soon became HOME property.. So we stole.. wtz da big DEAL ? ha ?

She was my partner in crime at school.. but ONCE.. I wanted some Begonia leaves for something n I asked her to watch out for me.. til I pick some leaves from the school garden.. n man.. u nw.. she was so good at keeping n eye on things.. I got caught to the ARTA ! yeah.. our Art teacher.. she ran away.. n I got caught.. bt lucky.. I was asked not to do it again.. so I was FREED from it.. boy.. didn’t we had a laugh rembring it ..

Sabrina .. ring any bells DJ ? ok.. we R NOT lesbians.. bt there was this nanga at school.. she is so pretty.. and was new to da school.. DJ n I used to go behind her.. after school. N I wanted to be frnds with her.. COME ON PEOPLE!! It was jst frnship.. n I stil can remebr how DJ went to her n told that we wants to be frnds with her.. well… mostly.. I WANTED to b frnds with her.. (THNKX YARR for creating the most embarrassing situ in my life ) !! way to go DJ !! bt after that we 3 becm frnds..

I knw she has givn me the credit for MAKING her to read .. n collect songs… bt lvng Dj.. I though I learned that from you.. even my mom says that.. so I guz.. u n I hav had a mixed up with whom followed whom.. well on da other hand.. u mst have followed me. U knw.. me being the smart one and all..

Now all.. I wil tel her that y Dj is my best frnd.. well its is all due to Selfish reasons.. I guz.. she is the one whom understands me well.. if im angry or sad.. she understands.. I stil can remebr how I got Pissed off at our ‘Social” n how she used to cool me DOWN.. remebr the pics we took hugging the huge err.. wt do u call them ? shti..i cant remebr da word for it.. ne.. well Dj.. u knw wt I mean.. n for the once who don’t kwn wt I m trying to remebr is jst knw that it is a part of the building.. not any body part or anything.. ! (dirty minds) .. She n I hv this connection that
“where ever we go ..
wt ever we do..
I l be right here waiting for you.. “
Wat da hell am I writing..? wat I meant to write was.. that.. she n I hv a good connection may from our previous births.. that we cannot be parted.. by anything or anyone.. not even death.. so “Till death do us apart” DOES not apply to she n I .. its more lyk.. al though we were in two different class rooms.. whn im free im alwys at ur class room or during the morning assembly I m always in ur Que.. cannot change the habits.. ryt ?

U c.. Dj n I kinda hav the same destiny.. when it comes to LOVE of cz.. bt I doubt that she is a NUTTY gal lyk me.. (ARE YOU DJ ? ) !! the most loving thing I loved abt her “getting over” that Piece of S**t - (as to her words that is.. ) is that.. the mail we wrote to him.. I lve it.. so so so very creative.. n man.. u can write.. filth for sure.. hahaha !!

Hey Dj.. remebr how I drove you to H2O n came back ? u c people.. she needed to hv a break.. so I drove her to the hottest nyt club in town.. we came to entrance n turned back n came back home.. n partied all nyt at my place.. the spot lyt.. the pizzas.. the drinks.. the music.. the SINGING !! yeah.. she can RAP ! she really CAN RAP !! ( I was half a wake when she was rapping.. )

Bt for all .. who knws.. her.. Dj is not an ANGEL as u think.. isnt innocent as u think.. becaz.. she is more than that !! yeah.. she is a good frnd.. (if u r a frnd) n can be ur worse nytmare (if u make her angry) ..

Am I glad 2 hv her in my life ? U KIDDING ME ? I m trying to get rid of her .. for my sake. HAHAH !! nah..i m jst goofying around.. she isnt a person to let go.. bt to keep..

Oh Dj.. abt me bn single.. I thought it was ur line.. rembr the videos we made “Miss PAGAL ? “ or shld I say Ms. Neha Chawdry? ? it ws ur line which u ended as “THIS IS DJ Signing off.. n once again I AM SINGLE” how cn u turn that line on me ha ? u pagal ladique..

O did I mention that she lvs cars ? she wil probly be better than any of you guyz.. whn it comes to knowing abt cars.. im sure my bro. Suranga .. (Jj) wil agree with me.. (No?) well.. abt the hard rock bands . ther r some bands which I hv not even heard of bt she listen to.. she do hv a bit of a STRANGE taste ..

Since this is turning out to be a LONG blog.. I l stop for now. .n may be at a later date. I l write the rest..

Finally Dj.. u r MY best frnd.. n I m glad to hv u in my life gal.. n all u people out there.. if she isnt in urs.. MAKE her ur frnd.. u l never regret it.. (simply becz u l not live a minute u make frns with her.. she wil drive u mad .. n u l suicide urself.. HIK HIK )

Lv ya Budz !!

You’ll remember me

When the west wind moves up

on the fields of barley

You can tell the Sun

in his jealous sky

That we walked in the fields of gold….

I first listened to that song.. over the radio of cz.. n recently this came into my mind.. then I realized wt Memories can do to us.. .. now… what can I say abt memos ? don’t we all have those.. ? good bad n ugly memories.. do we really need to have them in our lives ? of cz we do.. im sure most of you would say that.. so will I .. bt come to think of it.. .. how would our lives be if we live without memories..

Do you knw.. that all though we hv happy memories in our lives.. we tend to remember the sad n bad memories always.. I bet if I ask you to name 10 situs that u rate as good memories you ll find yourself is a position of HARD TO REMEMBER.. bt if I ask.. wt is the saddest memory you hv in ur life.. im sure u can say wat it is with da dates .. place. n even the time. .

So why do we live with these memories? I think its what keeps us going.. when we remember all those good times.. we want add more to that.. n for the sad ones.. we want to KEEP out of those.. what I do with my sad memories.. is that.. I get rid of all the things.. which reminds me of how I came across that memory .. the letters.. cards.. photos.. u name.. it.. I tend to keep them away.. cz whn you see them only.. u go back to the past.. n start to feel sorry for urself..

Do I add more good memories into my life ? OF cz I do.. don’t you ? bt I tend to keep them.. where it is.. n whn I feel down.. I try to remember them.. bt sadly.. its hard to do when u r feeling down.. that’s y I share all my happy and sad memories with my best frnds.. lyk u guyz.. so that u ll remind me of how it has been.. and how it will be.. ( n make me feel MORE DOWN hahahaha!!)

I lv the memos I hv during my school time.. specially the A/ls .. man.. it was so damn fun.. ok.. im not talkng abt passing the exams or anything.. ..the ones I had with our BOIL team n Dj ofcz.. Boil team.. I l write abt that TEAM on a later date.. ;

So for the end of this .. I jst want say that ..

Many years have passed since those summer days

Among the fields of barley

See the children run as the sun goes down

Among the fields of gold…!!!

Y do i want Dawson ?

Ever since i started watching Dawson’s Creek ( I cant remember the year) I always wanted him.. u knw Dawson.. Y ? wel.. for so many reasons..
One thing is he is GOOD LOOKING ( obvs..) ! ok.. Paecy (my other fav..) n Jack ( the most attractive guy in DC ) too r good looing.. for Dawson.., he cares so much abt Joey .. n he is a good frnd.. wel.. at times.. he act stupid.. bt I think I lyk him a lot cz of the way he treats Joey… the best part I lyk in DC is that Joey climbs upto Dowson’s room in the middle of the nyt.. n talks for hrs.. or watch a movie.. n fall asleep in his room.. on da floor or on his bed.. they hv a frndshp lyk that.. now.. if I did that.. hmmmm.. wld act JST lyk that? Makes ME wonder..

Bt I guz u can never hv a frnd lyk that here in SL.. I mean if u spend da nyt in a boyz bed room.. people wil have A LOT talk abt da next day.. n probly they may get it ryt.. jst may be..
My personal opinion is that hving a guy as your best frnd is the best.. don’t get me wrong.. I hv a girl best frnd.. DJ ! she is totally a nut.. bt she is the best .. who knws well abt me… specially when we were schooling.. we knw each other from kinder garden .. bt lost a 5 yrs of it.. bt met again at Devi.. so its almost lyk 15 yrs now.. ok.. going back to hv a guy as a best frnd.. so as I was sayin.. I think guyz do understand u more than the girls.. or they pretend.. they understand.. hik hik.. but.. in my life I hv come across A FEW guys.. whom I say best frnds.. it’s a quite a few.. bt my first 3 bests are my bro.. my flying bro.. n someone greatest guy.. (whom I cant mention here .. yeah. Top secret.. ) hik hik.. I hv to say that talking to these guys r so easy.. n they totally understand.... they wil not feel jealous of anything.. unless you talk abt some hansom hunky i met at a party or in the bus or at my class.. or even at OFFICE !! u shld c how they react.. with all that PROTECTIVE ways..

As for Dawson.. I really do wish that I hv a frnd lyk him.. with all that freedom.. buuutttt.. we cant always have wat we want.. so I jst hv to be with the Looney bros.. n frnds.. as my best guy frnds..

ok Fyn.. Dawson n Joey become lovers n they screw up the friendship.. they had.. so don’t ever fall in lv with ur best frnds.. !!

I realized that my sis is the best sis I m gonna ever have and the ONLY one for that matter.. today when dad was dropping me n bro off for classes.. we talked abt her.. how she used to act whn I was little.. ok.. I was a CUTY !! when I was tiny.. (cant say that im BIG that much now though) hik hik.. nyways.. dad told us that my sis.. used to squeeze my cheeks, my tiny hands and legs.. may be to her I must have looked lyk a living doll.. so whn I was able to walk she has taken me everywhere that she is goin.. man.. she is pretty adventures girl.. she taught us how to climb trees.. ( well she once kicked me off a tree.. n I was lucky NOT to end up in hospital with a broken rib or something).. as far as I can rembr she was the BOY in our family.. the mischievous one inda family.. she had once hung from a nylon thread “Acting” Code RED !! n set some trees on fire.. I don’t knw wat she was thinking.. the FIRE Department?? Once one of my cousins has told that she is born as a “Printing Mistake” .. how true that is.. well WAS.. cz now.. she kinda changed to someone whom we don’t knw of.. not to the bad side.. bt she has become a GIRL !! u knw.. girly girly.. bt have to admit that I miss my sis.. a lot..

She is in US now.. Married of cz.. hope she knws wat she is doing .. anyways.. that is another story.. I jst thought of writing abt her cz she plays a big part in my life.. I can remember how she punched me on da face over the TV remote controller.. how she used to look after me when I was ill.. she is lyk a second mother to me.. although she have her own (EVIL) ways of teaching me n bro wt is wry n wrong.. bt I think her efforts were jst wasted cz bro n I have turned out to be .. SNEEKY BRATS !! hahaha!!!!

Talking abt guyz.. (our fav subject of cz) .. she had more cute guys in her classes.. than I used to have.. i don’t knw if my sis really liked anyone in her classes.. bt I m SURE she did.. (she isn’t a Lessi so its obvious she did liked them..) I don’t kwn if I shld write abt the GUYS whom we talked abt.. cz.. they r secrets .. ! only I knw.. ..so letz keep it that way.. shall we..

I can remember wat a pain I was to her when she was in gr8 11 .. I used to go to her class and listen to the elder SISTERS talks.. n I was such a sweet girl.. I come home n update my MOM on those stuff.. (man I must have been such a .. wel I don’t even have a word for me.. ) I really don’t LYK her friends cz all of them were PRETENDERS!! I hate them ALL !! when sis needed them.. they walked away.. so I don’t even lyk to call them as friends.. but there were a FEW who was good frnds.. ( I think..) but with time.. I grew up and so did she.. and learned the way of life..

My Akki is the one whom I share all my jokes with.. u c.. even if I tel her abt something nutty I did.... she thinks im joking. .. wt ever I tel her.. she says.. “yeah ryt!!” so sis.. u cant blame me.. cz I have told u many thngs.. which u obviously have taken them as jokes.. (OK.. now I knw .. if u r reading this SIS.. u r confused.. and trying to find out if im lyn or not even now.. don’t you ??) lol.. ok ok.. I m JOKING ! or am I ? ? oh I do tel u abt my dreams.. and sis.. they r NOT jokes.. they r dreams..

Now that she is SO FAR away from me.. I have NO one to share my nyt time talks with .. remebr how u n I had those crazy laughs and talks at nyt.. the little chit chats.. now I m NEVER going to have them sis.. its not a easy thing to let go cz u were there for 25 years in my life.. do u knw that u have missed almost 1 ½ yrs in my life? There were times I really needed you.. where I wanted to cry all nyt hoping you wil hold me n say “SIS everything is going to be all right” bt life has it amzing way of letting us find our own way out of our messes.. dnt they ? wel.. I knw.. that I KNW too much of somethings.. where u r jst play numb at.. bt u l learn them .. with time. Sis..

I had many plans with my sis.. I wanted to be her BRIDES MAID which never happened cz.. well letz say that it was DUE to some Unavoidable circumstances.. I feel that im a part of wat happened .. in a way I am responsible for wat happened.. and I wil never forgive myself for that.. all the pain everyone went thro becz of me.. may be I l get a chance to pay back them..

But with all this changes in life.. she has become .. MORE stubborn bt she seems to have learn wat matters in life .. who r the ones that who really cares and whom she should care..

I LOVE YOU MY SIS!!

Novermber RAIN !!!

Do u knw wat it feels lyk loving someone who is in a rush to throw you away !!! ( Enrique)

The November rain..

Wel wel.. wt can I say abt November.. it’s the month where I learn about how to LET GO !! or mostly itz the time.. where love comes into my life and love goes away from me.. I used to love , , love.. bt now.. I don’t feel anything for love.. its good to be in the songs.. or the fairytales which ends in “ happily lived ever after” but sadly.. its not for us.. once in a life time.. we DO meet that ONE person whom we start to love from the bottom of your heart and the next thing you knw is that person is in someone else’s arms.. or married to someone else .. or have left this world without even saying good bye.. which category my love life goes into.. ? wel.. I had my fair share in heartaches and heartbreaks.. well heart aches cz it get breaks and broken hearts do not have any spare parts.. bt my theory is that if the heart get broken. FIX it.. !! belive me there r so many ways to do that..

How I let go of the love of my life ? ? wel.. I stil have not met him.. yet.. cz I had .. and if have let go of him.. I m pretty sure I wont be writing this blog .. I l be either dead or sitting in a mental hospital chewing my nails or something.. ! ( no no .. im not in a hospital right now .. ) bt sometimes.. u have to learn to let go in life you knw.. I had a guy who cheated on me.. which I took very seriously .. cz I did love him a LOT!! Whn I found it out.. I was in tears.. cldnt even think of wat to do.. called a friend.. bt he was so shocked that he cldnt even talk to me properly. Called to a another frnd.. and she started to cry with me.. so for cryng out loud people im the one with the problem so PLZ do TELL me something to make my self a little comfortable.. then I called a person whom I normally don’t call up with my problems.. and I’m glad I did.. cz after talking to him.. I was NOT crying.. !! and within 48 hrs I was able to let go of that guy who cheated me.. so I guz the one whom I cant say who he is.. I can say one thing that he is the Greatest!

Well as for the one who cheated.. he had his return of “Cry me a river” I guz.. he Disserves it.. and belv me that guy still suffering becz of his new girl.. now how do I knw this? OH ! I do. I always do .. !

Lesson I learned is that.. having a lover is a BURDEN !! yeah.. I learnt that from my bro.. I totally agree with him now.. cz i have realized that although u love someone with all your heart.. they jst don’t care.. n when u r out from their lives. . then only they knw what they had.. (Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind )

“………..No need to worry about everything I've doneLived every second like it was my last one…………”

Brothers !!! (( U cannot live without.. ))

The “Brotherhood” of my life.. there r 2 n belv me Im glad they are not in da same house..

First of all I shld write abt my BROTHER (Banker- CBC) whom I met first in my life..… Chin (Chinthaka).. yeah he is the best bro a sis can ever have.. ( wel most of the sisters DO feel that way) bt I guz my bro is the best of all .. although his name is chinthaka.. I call him by so MANY names.. first one was “Malle” as usual. Then “Sunny” which of cz came cz his fav cricketer is Sanath J! after that I called him “Manya” .. Manya is of cz a witch that came in on of the fairytales… n after that .. I called him “Shaggy” stil call him by that name.. wt I love abt my bro is that he keeps ALL your secrets.. (he is a one person who can destroy me with all my secrets hik hik.) and he is ALWYS there for you .. I mean not only for me.. for ANYGIRL for that matter (hik hik.. ) yeah.. all my frnds who knws him KNWS that.. bt my bro is my partner in crime.. I rembr all the crazy shopping stuff.. the crazy bus talks.. checking the girls together to see if they match with him.. its jst crazy life for me n my bro..

I can remember whn he was little.. (now of cz he is 24 and 6ft + tall.. yep .. he is tall n handsome too ) those days.. he was such a PAIN ! I mean.. he used to hit everybody.. we called him “MarumuZ” bt now.. he is totally different.. pretty grown up I guz.. having a 6ft bro as makes me proud.. cz i think a guy is more handsome n smart if he is tall.. don’t get me wrong guyz.. u all r grt looking gys.. bt u get the eye of the girls esily if u r that tall.. I knw that cz.. my frnds DO hav an eye for my bro.. cant say that I enjy it much.. bt hey.. I wld do the same if any of my frnds DO have a bro lyk that.. so I m cool with the Looks ! when it comes to probs in my life.. well Shaggy is the one I turn to .. first.. I talk with him.. n try to tel wt I think of it.. n I think most of the time I make him angry cz.. whn I do have a prob .. I m kinda cranky.. bt he knws that .. n totally understands it.. don’t feel “J” people.. nobody is that LUCKY to have a bro lyk him.. !

Moving on to the next bro in my life.. well.. he came out from NO where and stil there and never going ANYWHERE !! yeah.. its you .. my Bothering Brother.. the pilot man Suranga.. now if u want to talk abt a guy who is CRAZY for real.. he is the ONE!! Man he is so irritating at times.. n belive me he looks out for me lyk my DAD !! His fav saying is that .. “Sis , don’t make me cm there n sit on you” .. u guyz lost there ???? OKAY!! I l explain.. the onez who have seen me kwns how BIG I am.. 5ft 5.. slim.. fair girl.. errr.. Pretty TOO!! So this bro , Suranga is lyk .. ok I think he is abt 5ft 9.. n weigh nearly half an elephant ! so when ever I say something wrong or if I say I do something WRONG he says that.. so I l be crushed to the ground.. bt for the ones who dznt knw abt him.. he can be your best frnd.. n he is a person whom u can trust and he too wil be there for you.. wel.. for him also the same story.. for any girl he wil be there.. (As long as his GF dsnt knw abt it.. hik hik..) I l alwys remember him as the guy who called his gf “ my woman” ! I think I was so blessed to have him in my life.. cz.. when I m down.. he is always there for me.. lyk my bro chin.. all my probs at home.. ofz.. even the probs I had in my love life (now of cz I m lving happly without any probs .. thank all you Gods for that) .. u c .. there r things you only lyk to tell one specific person only.. u don’t go on telling everyone abt your probs.. you only talk to the ones whom u trust and feel that they can help you out with ur prob.. so the Big Bang Bear (Pooh) the pilot is one of the people whom I can open myself with…!

Similarities with these two bros… Number one is they can be irritating at times.. 2nd one is that they can be irritating and the 3rd one also the same..

But have to say that u can never have TOO much of them.. ! Glad n Lucky to have them in my crazy little world !!!! But for me they are always will be the little ones.. who look after me ofcz !!!!!!!

There is always da "!st Time" for EVERTHING !

Well.. i always want to do things "MY WAY" bt hv to admit that this "BLOG" thing.. is not my way.. of doing things.. bt whn my best frnd intro me to this.. i was lyk.. " WOW" this is where i can really say things.. which i really want and let others read it..

Dont u always want to do that? no ? ok.. me neither.. bt lets c.. i lyk writn.. n i cant say im pretty good at it.. bt hey.. a girl can try cant she ?

So talking abt the 1st time... hm.. there is alwyz first time for everything.. isnt it ? the first step .. (of cz we do NOT remebr it) bt if u go back n try to rember the first crush u ever had on a guy.. hmmmmmmmmm.. now that is a thought isnt it.. well.. my first crush was " Sinbad the sailer" yeah i knw.. it was a TV series.. n i was so damn attracted to him.. n the next day i was down with fever.. hik hik.. !! bt my REAL 1st crush is CK ! yeah.. (a Royalist! me bn a DIE hard Supporter of STC the St. Thomas Colleage Mt. Lavinia.. (stil Lv it) i had my ever 1st crush as a ROYALIST) i met him in 1997 Novermber 14th !! GOOD memory ! Come 2 think of it.. November been a good and a bad month for me whn it comes to my love life.. may be on a later date i l write abt it..

It was jst a childish crush.. thereafter i cant even remeber the guys we used to joke abt whn schooling.. wat were our fav. after school classes.. cz we get to see the ones we LYK ! it was fun.. do damn fun.. bt its jst a part of life isnt it ? we all go tro that period ! i dont think there wil be any girl on earth who has not gone tro that period .. may be there is.. bt i dont knw any1 so.. i l stick to my theory..

First time we had a crush.. first time we had a lovers kiss.. their touch.. those r grt memories.. which u can never let go.. i remeber my first kiss. ! wow.. i was lifted out to heaven.. (wel.. i m so down to earth bt it gives a feeling which u can never imagine) .. since i m NOT writing any dirty things.. i l jst stop writing abt that subject ! ( may be.. i l do it in a later date! jst MAY be...)

Wat i say to myself is..u can make a mistake cz there is always "da first time.." bt make sure u dont repeate a MISTAKE again.. bt hv to admit there are some sweet mistakes i have made in my life.. so i guz i wil repeat them oneday .... again.. !! may be life is a mistake where we all r trying to find the answers to all our probs.. isnt it?

Ok.. this turning out to be a boring blog.. so i l jst windup for now..n watch sm movies.. so im guzn.. i l log later n write off the things i promised to write..

Stay Happy Always ! n KS !!! (KEEP SMILING) !